My hearts on your table
I'm lying here unstable
Exposed and bare
Fix me if you care

My feelings in this open space
My hearts starts to race
I listen to yours...it's at a normal pace
Should I read into this or is that my mistake?

If I dig deep within you
Underneath your touch, your warm comforting embrace
Will I see your true face?
Or will the facade continue 
at this known hotel venue

I've fallen for you, I say
You're still here, you haven't gone away
That's also a price to pay....

I drift back to the table
You say little
Can I forget you?  
Am I able?

You worry that I have deep feelings for you 
I pretend it's not true when we both know I am blue

Alone now,  the memory of you still haunts me
Although I am 100 % sure that we cannot be
my broken heart fails to agree 
She wants you more than anything don't you see?

When I am old and grey and have lost my memory I will think of you

Love is a richness that cannot be bought

Love is when time stands still but you and I grow old together

Feelings of sadness and sorrow
Does anyone have a little happiness I can borrow?

A ray of light here and a smile there someone to hold me and
show that they care

A kiss on the head and then on my lips
A solid grip works your way to my hips

Suffocated by your warm embrace
Here is where I am for it is my only escape

A stretch accompanied with some stirs
I awaken alone...just me and my Mr liqueur!

You have taken my sleep my sweet
With thoughts of yesterday

You have taken my sleep my sweet
With dreams that want to remain

You have taken my sleep my sweet
With fantasies that rage within 

You have taken my sleep my sweet
And with that my sanity

I'm cursed and I knew it since the day I was born,  my life was riddled with hate and scorn
Tormenting and troubled were times at school, wishing I wasn't around playing the fool
I grew up unsuccessfully, sad and rejected its no wonder that I now feel so  alone and disconnected 
Death and sickness is all I can see, my heart in turmoil by just being me
Now married and older my thoughts are catching up with me, I wish I never entered
this place where they say the best things in life are free