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nabilah Jul 2019
have you ever
hurt someone
you love
and
it hurts you too?
nabilah Jul 2019
been thinking
about how’s life run so fast
realizing that running is kinda exhausting
we need to stop for awhile
yet afraid of being the one whose left behind
see how this world
control us so much?
nabilah Jun 2019
him
been lost for so long
but then he came,
help me to find myself back
without any effort i bet

i pray,
he is not temporary
i beg,
he stays for a bit longer

cause i don't mind
being lost forever either
if it means he would stay forever too
nabilah Jun 2019
it’s okay dear
i never said it was easy loving me as a whole
i’m a bit too much of a clinger
and i pretty much live inside my head,
also i can not seem to stop once i started to talk
and it’s a bit messy inside here
don’t you think?
and how was your sleep?
no, wait, that’s not what i was trying to say,
have you always looked like that?
i remember you with your smiles,
where’s all of that now that you know me better?
i don’t feel really well today but is the coffee okay?
do you know that the sky is beautiful tonight?
wait, i think it was raining.
do you love rain?
do you love me then?
p.s i only became so talkative when i'm with special ones
nabilah Jun 2019
you are far,
yet feels so close,
as close as
when i capture
your lips touch mine
in my head.

you left me wondering
with what kind of heroine
you gave me
make me a lil insane
but i love it.

i am clueless
dying to know what it feels like
to touch your skin.

kinda lost,
guess i'll see you soon then?
nabilah Jun 2019
for my entire life,
I swear what we have now
is something
that I always want
you have no idea
how long I've been longing
for this kind of love,
your kind of love.
nabilah Jun 2019
forgive me
i can't forgive you yet
i just don't know how to deal
with the pain you caused me
this hatred inside my head
consume me
really bad
don't get me wrong
i want to get over this too,
promise you i will figure it out soon.

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