if i look away
i'll lose you again

you said together
we'll be forever

but that only lasted at night
the mornings were lonely

you career never fit in mine
we had our ways far apart

miles away
calls on hold

your life went on
and mine did too

but if i ever see you again
maybe we can talk

and maybe in another world
we be together forever
like you said

For that yesterday is the past
Tomorrow i will last

Today today
Will be a good day
Nothing will get in my way

Walking in the forest of life
For that I'll always see darkness
And light

today the sky was
purple and pink
and in the bottom it was burning
and on the top
it was a blue ocean
everyday it changes
one day there's clouds
or sometimes you can see the stars
and i wish i could live being
in the moon
so i could see the earth from above
but really im down on earth
but i see the sky
and it changes every night

getting caught in the dangerous wind
i knew you weren't safe
but your tornado was flying away
and the thunder was quiet all day
we played in the rain all day
and we had fun
until the lighting  struck between the trees
the little puddles were nice
and we jumped
in the rivers
the dirt in our faces
was a mess
but your eyes
cleared up the way
we tied our hands together
and you put your arms
around my waist
and there was a storm all day
but you kissed me like if it was the end

everything is better here
the sky is darker and the stars are brighter
the rain is more nice
your alone time is good
people don't make fun of you
everything is better
now that i'm
*home

Snaking through the slender grass
I'll cry tears of sugar with the ants

singing all the time
just opening my mind
daydreaming at night
when will I see a stage
do I always have to fight
maybe I see too much light
alone all day
just singing the day
away
finally, the night comes
again

Don't you just want to stay in that moment
Stop it and repeat it
over and over again
That smile that laugh
Will never come again
The happiness in your heart
Is just too perfect
Everything goes kinda slow
And you think
I want to live here
Right now
*forever

Do you ever want to **** someone
Do you ever want to drown
Fear is always hanging around
And you are scared to go out
You want to have a friend
And have fun on the weekends
You feel alone in this big world
You say you're living dead
But you're waiting to be saved

She cried
But she was growing
She knew she would be home soon
The dark moments always come
And she would always cry
But soon she would be in someones arms
And she'll sleep good
Cause at home she would
Have the people
She loves most

she walked around
waiting for the pain to fade
but her make up stains
were ugly on her face
she smiled for her family
everything was ok
she was an actress
to everyone
loved games
only
one day she would break
his heart
just like he did
to hers

She had her perfumes
She loved them too
I always asked
But never did she give
She never let them go
Her memories
In a bottle
It was the only the thing she had
She treasured them
She would remember
The stories never ended
Instead of buying
She's selling
Smells them
And reminds her of
*Flowers

It says almost time
She would celebrate the day
She came to this world
Everyone would
Hug her
But she just smiled
And went on
She didn't care
What day it was
Because
To her
It was another
November day
Not her birthday

the trees moved with the leafs
the air carried everything
darkness in the dark
but there is one shadow
in the light
i was scared
it was so weird
i ran
but it was still there
so so
strange
i couldn't say
nothing but
god please help me

you took it
got it
and tossed it
to the trash
but was it worth
it ?
i lost i know
but what did you win!?
a broken heart
thats all
cause everything was
just a
love
game
to you
and i was
stupid to follow you in the dark

They are having fun
While I'm here
Crying so much
They don't
Understand
I can't get better if
my mind keeps
Telling me I
Shouldn't
What if
The voices
Never go away
Will I ever be ok

I want to go home
To my real home
The home that I have good memories
The home where I lost everything
I want to sleep in my room
Where I would wake up happy
The home where I had all my family
I know they're gone
But I want to wake up
And remember I had
Everything

i don't know where i am going
i don't have a direction anymore
i am tired of walking
if only i could fly
maybe i should just swim or
drown and say goodbye

i was happy for you
i wanted the best for you
i wanted all the pieces to connect for you and me too
i wanted everything to be good
and be together too

i never knew
that i had
everything
until now
that i have
nothing