I missed you
I couldn't say it
and when I did
you left
what did I do?

I missed you
I didn't tell you
and I never did
so you left
what did I do wrong?

I missed you
you missed me too
and we always will
there's nothing we can do

you miss me
I miss you

when will we have our happy ending

I don't want to miss you forever

just a drop of
cynicism

I hope you love me everyday
I can be the worst somedays

cold
mean
ugly

please wait

I can be

soft
gentle
loving

there's a dark place
I'll always go to

if you come with me
I won't be alone anymore

did you think you were special

oh how pathetic

I'm here
to remind you
you're not

it's cruel
the ugly truth

I'm being your friend
sometimes I have to put you back in your place

don't cry
it's okay

well
not for you
but for me yes

my perfect puppet
come to me

If you fall
I'll hate you

If you run
I'll hate you more

the look of misery
looks pretty on you

we could've been such a perfect pair
if I didn't scare you away

oh  well
oh well
your loss

she's not any better
good luck
I'm so much better

I'll be in the shadows lurking
waiting for the heartbreak

if you had chosen me
it would've been everything

it's too late
you can't have us both

I don't take home
leftovers

I play with the strings
that hold you both together

maybe I can sabotage
this just a little

I just want you to be disappointed
and I want her to cry

I crave the destruction
the broken pieces I can take

I hope you both
burn to ashes brightly

you want to go slow
I'll move slow
if you want to

so slow
I want to
wait for you

I'll wait
till you're at my feet

I'll wait till
you're crawling

I'll wait till
you're mine

patience
patience
I have all the time in the world

you're worth it

take your time
I'm not going anywhere

you're perfect
you're flawless

we can fall together

fingertips
of gold

I just want my
feet to be cold

please don't go
please don't leave me all alone

come to me
and say hello

I've got a big heart
why does it feel empty

why am I not loving
why am I not loved

am I unlovable?
I feel so lovesick for a stranger

it hurts to
loveless

love
is it worth it?

love
can't find it

love
I'm in misery

forgive me
all the ways you love me
I can't accept

I fail to realize
you can't love the same way I do

keep a lock on my heart
I don't want to be heartbroken