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K Feb 2019
I don't want to die.
I don't want cuts in my veins while blood turns the water red.
I don't want a bullet to go through my head.
I don't want to jump off a bridge into the moving water below.
I don't want to swallow a handful of pills and drift off into oblivion.
I just want the pain to stop.
I don't want to die, but I don't see the point anymore.
I don't want to die, but I don't want to be alive anymore.
  Feb 2019 K
Ariana Bagley
I love him
I tell myself
I know that
We will be together forever
I don’t believe that
We could be separated
My thoughts tell me that
He’s the love of my life
Sometimes my heart lies and says
I could live an eternity
Without him
Like my friends say
“We’re perfect for each other”
And you can’t tell me
He’s not the one.

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K Feb 2019
You knew how much she loved you. You knew how forgiving she was. You knew she'd give you a second chance, so you kissed the other girl and prepared for the apology speech you would give the next day. Because you knew you would be forgiven.
K Feb 2019
she was at home and she couldn't stop thinking about you
at the same time you were out with other girls not thinking about her once
K Feb 2019
she smiled instantly whenever she would see you. her eyes twinkled with love for you. she was faithful and honest and never once did you wrong. so how do you tell that girl who's head over heels for you that you're no longer in love with her?
you don't.
K Feb 2019
how could you do it?
how did you press your lips against another girls and not feel guilty? how did you spend the night with your body pressed against hers then look me in the eyes the next day and tell me "i love you"
K Feb 2019
They say your firsts never last. So even though you once made me feel like I was flying- I knew that one day i would have to come down. But I didn't think that it would end like this. I didn't think it would end with you falling out of love with me. I didn't think it would end with me feeling nothing but pain while you feel nothing at all. I didn't think it would end with you wanting nothing to do with me and completely cutting me out of your life.
you were my first, but i wanted you to be my last
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