I don't want to die.
I don't want cuts in my veins while blood turns the water red.
I don't want a bullet to go through my head.
I don't want to jump off a bridge into the moving water below.
I don't want to swallow a handful of pills and drift off into oblivion.
I just want the pain to stop.
I don't want to die, but I don't see the point anymore.
I don't want to die, but I don't want to be alive anymore.