Andrew Gomez

Andrew Gomez Apr 2021

"I'm ready to love you now."
That ship has past.
I gave you my love.
You weren't ready for that.
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"I'm sorry but I can't love you."
"Not this time."
"I gave you all my love the first time."
There are some things that change us.
Some things that guide us.
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"Now it's time for you to handle this by yourself."
"I handled the heartbreak."
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Andrew Gomez Apr 2021

Past-Tense

The past stays the past.
There is no future with something from the past.
It didn’t work out for a reason in the past.
The past is just time folding in on itself.
So whatever you’re holding onto, just let it go.
The future will not hold your past because it already happened.
That’s why it’s a memory.
Eventually memories fade.
Just like your past.
Put it to rest.
I’ll do the same with mine.

Andrew Gomez Apr 2021

Thoughts Pt.1

Remembering you has my mind in a maze.
To the point where my vision becomes haze.
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“It’s time to go.”
“Will it hurt?”
”Leaving never hurts”
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It was the biggest lie I was told.
Leaving hurt more.
It always did.
Especially when it was “You”.
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“I’ll be here with you.”
“Through laughs, fighting, crying etc”
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You know the rest.
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We said things that we meant.
Only now it just feels empty.
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Well it’s history now.
That’s all we have.
No more memories or bonding.
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I know you’re still out there.
Still thinking of me, because I do the same thing.
Ah hell. Who knows. Maybe you don’t.
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Andrew Gomez Apr 2021

Just you and I

You got me like I got you.
I never see myself with another person.
Just bring your love and I’ll bring mine.
Let’s go for the high miles.
We’ll make our own mingle high club.
Test the reigns of our relationship.
Build our mental health back to what it was.
You got me like I got you.
Now let’s set the table for two.
Wine for the both of us.
Trust in before us.

Andrew Gomez Apr 2021

Different Tones

You asked me to hold you.
I held you.
You asked me love you.
I loved you.
You asked if I would leave you.
I said never.
You cried for me.
I cried for you.
Yet our words meant different meanings.

Andrew Gomez Apr 2021

Thinking

“Who are you?”

“Could you answer that?”

“I'm nobody.”

“I answer to everyone.”

“I'm that little voice in your head.”

“Some people call me a conscience...”

“I'm just simply you.”

Andrew Gomez Apr 2021

One last Goodbye

“Hi! How are you?”
“Hey it’s been a few days!”
“Hey, I’m just checking up on you.
“Hey! I miss you!”
“Hey. I hope you’re doing okay”
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“Please answer dad.”
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“I love you!”
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