Andrew Gomez

Andrew Gomez Oct 2020

I knew

I should have walked away from you.
I knew it was ending when you said we were drifting apart.
I could have saved myself from this hurt.
That one night I had my chance.
I should have just got up and left.
Walked until my feet bled.
Maybe then my feelings would've died for you.
Now I'm just choking my life away.
Little by little.
Day by day.
Month by month.
My healing time is ******.

Andrew Gomez Oct 2020

Spry

I layed in my bed and listened to the pattern of the rain.
I let it ****** my brain and give me illusions.
The chilly wind coming from my window displays its hurt.
I lay and let my conscience wonder around.
The cold wet rain pittering and pattering on the concrete is exilerating.
Not because I enjoy it but because it reminds me I'm still alive.

Andrew Gomez Oct 2020

Alone

This loneliness is just bitter.
To cold for my heart to bear.
The freezing point that I can barely stand.
Freeze my soul and just leave me be.
In time someone will warm it back up.

Andrew Gomez Oct 2020

Shed no tears

I learned being without you has left me in a state of peril.
To the point where I messaged you saying that miss you.
Over and over again.
I even told you that there was no point in me telling you that because you have moved on.
Its been pfft.
I forgot how many months now.
I've never cared about anyone more than you and I dont know why.
Oh well though.
It doesn't matter to anyone but me.

Andrew Gomez Oct 2020

Reasoning

You don't miss them.
You miss the way they made you feel.
You miss their company.
You hate being alone.
Well I do to....
It's a lonely world out there...

Andrew Gomez Oct 2020

Sticker

I should come with a warning label.
To show you what you will get.
I over love.
I ask questions.
I dont like being alone.
I hate thunder.
I love fall.
I'll love you for you.

But that's probably not good enough right.
It never will be.

Andrew Gomez Oct 2020

Reconcile

Just remember when you want me.
It'll be too late.
I will have moved on.
I got tired of waiting.
When you didn't want me,
The universe had my back.
It sent me someone who did.