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Andrew Gomez Aug 2020
I don't believe in love anymore.
I'm hurting and it doesn't even matter.
My soul has left my body and I feel nothing.
It went into that dark abyss.
Love is not what I thought it would be.
It chewed me up and spit me back out.
That line to hell seems a bit shorter now.
I would rather die than to be in love again.
I was a good guy.
Now I'm just a guy that feels horrible all the time.
Pay to play. Just so you can lose.
Andrew Gomez Aug 2020
Rumor has it that a heart is cold...
At first it was pure gold...
On a steady pace to grow old...
Shape it so it can mold...
Now it just sits in the dark...
Waiting for its mark...
To beat again...
Andrew Gomez Aug 2020
I can't wait til the leaves fall...
The change in color...
The atmosphere lightens...
Walking alone to mend your mind...
That nice breeze while you hear the leaves...
You can smell that faint hint of rain...
Andrew Gomez Aug 2020
My mental health is not okay....
I'm just waiting patiently one day...
When the time finally comes....
I'll be on my way....
My head floats through the clouds....
Waiting for an answer....
Trying to match everything that has happened....
My life has become a typhoon....
I wreck everything in my path....
I have a center....
Thats why I'm calm....
Then it starts all over....
Andrew Gomez May 2020
When rain comes, I form a boundary.
These grey gloomy clouds have feelings.
Rain pours down like a never ending rain forest.
The only time I feel warmth is with your smile, your eyes, your presence, your thoughts. There is more to this list.
You overcome the thunder that is in my head.
You turn any occasion into a bright day.
Your brown honey eyes make my hands sticky.
I miss holding your emotions like they were my own.
This is supposed to make me feel better but all I can feel at this moment is pure sadness.
I will carry your burdens anywhere.
I know you didn't ask for this.
I see you.
Please...
Andrew Gomez May 2020
If I gave you my life...
What would you do to it...
Would you manipulate it...
Make me believe I chose this...
Choose every decision for me...
Put a leash on me...
Control my every thought...
Control my body...

Would you stab me in the back...
I would give you my rib...
You are my Eve...
Even if you found your Adam...
Andrew Gomez May 2020
Be carful when you walk on my path...
There are cracks that haven’t been fixed...
There are holes that need to be filled...
I’m working on it don’t worry...
I don’t want anyone to fall like I do...
Those are my mistakes and my responsibilities...
My relationship with myself will get better...
If you see me working don’t halt me...
Help me with your encouraging words...
Let me know I can do this..
If you give up on me I’ll continue to fix myself...
I’m doing this for me so I can better my life...
Please do the same with yours...
Fix yourself because you are important in this world ❤️
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