I’m at that
Moment where
Death seems right
And living is suffering

You come at me in my sleep...
I dream what you tell me to dream...
You control my thoughts and manipulate my movement...
There are these things I hear but don't want to see...
People tell me certain things that I ignore...
I put all my effort into you and yet I feel distant...
You tell me you love me but how can I be sure...?
I go to water you and help you grow...
You reject my thoughts and mind...
We are supposed to grow and become one...
At this point I fear not commitment but time...

You remind me everyday why I fell in love with you...
1.You listen to me
2.You care for me
3.You're BEAUTIFUL
4.You make me smile
5.You make me HAPPY
6.Your presence calms me
7.Your hugs are oh so warm
8.Your touch makes me feel magical
9.You remind me I can do this
10.You bring peace to my negative mind
11.You calm this wound up storm in my heart
This is just the beginning amor...
The list is endless like my love I have for you...