Repainting blood-stained walls with red paint
Pointless to some
Enlightening to others
The blood represents
What I saw
Red
Red
Saw I
Your 'importance'
Your 'brilliance'
Your 'superiority'
The blood stains on your cracked mirror
That you stepped on
While walking with your head
Too high
The red paint is my facade
The blood will remain
But the red will contain
The anger
With
Brotherly love?
Comradery?
Not even God would believe me
They say the blood is too thick
I tell them the paint is too thin
The blood will remain
But the red with contain
All
One day
If I am to forgive you
If I am to paint
over our blood stained wall
We need to make sure
That the wall
Wouldn't crumble
And turn
The red paint
Back into a glossing pool of red blood
With no medium to invade

I never had the pleasure
Never had the pleasure to meet you
Or ask how your day is going
Or give you a hug

I never had the pleasure
To be your friend
To call your name
Or to even make you smile

I hope you look from above
At your family and your friends
I hope you smile at them
Because one day everyone's world ends

One day we will all face our time
One day we will all depend on grace
You have inspired us all
You should always smile across your face

Even though I never knew you
Like many others did
We are all humans
And an angel's love never forbids

One day I'll be rushed in a stretcher
One day I will breathe my last second
One day I will have the pleasure
Because one day I will meet you in heaven

You make us accept death
You make us chant your name
You make us crave the afterlife
You play with our minds
Religious propaganda is littered with lies
A word to the wise
Heaven is nothing but a disguise

Something sinister to it
Something that makes me smile
Mirrors are hilarious
I see my face
I mean my mask
That is actually my real face
Bright shining smile
Pitch black eyes
Feels like home
People are scared of me
Why?
They don't know who I am
People only fear my face
I mean my mask
That is actually my real face
I don't know what I am
What am I?
During the day I am *****
During the night I am Gomorrah
I am disorder
I am asphyxiation
I am horror
To some I am an angel
To some I am a hero
Honestly
It just makes me laugh
The curtains open
I enter the scene
Humanity is broken
So there is no need to scream
I know no boundaries
I see no tears
Soon you will all be drowning
Because some angels can be very insincere

I heard your voice again
For the first time in 2 years
And everything that I thought
Everything that I convinced myself
I had passed
The pain
The sorrow
The regret
The hatred
The love
Came rushing back
And stunned me
Like a cold bucket of ice
Against my burning skull
And my decaying mind
The beauty of your revenge
Mirrors the beauty of your smile
Because when ice strikes blood
And gashes the vein
It slowly melts
Into the wound itself
I should have known
That the strongest heart
Is not one that doesn't break
But one that doesn't pump

I'm so sorry.