I dreamt last night
And you were there
And you were there with me
I caught your gaze, and you caught mine
Our feelings just worked out this time
We sat and talked, and laughed as well
We seemed in sync that day
I wrote for you, you wrote for me
I smiled at you, then you kissed me
Dreams are sweet, although not real
They help me sleep at night
It's in these dreams where I resolve the things I do not solve in daylight
I know this vision won't likely be a scene that is so real
But in my dreams we kiss, and laugh,and touch, and smile, and feel

Lately, I've been in a state
Of utmost lack of inspiration
The words I'd like to write don't flow
The racing heart I had wont go
My romance has run dry
I've built a lock around my heart
For now, the sign says 'do not enter'
For now, my mind says 'stay on track'
For life has much to offer
Often too much focus on those people
Who brought a smile to my face
Or a flutter in my stomach
Or a sweet swell within my chest
Or a head so full of daydreams
So many wishes will go unfulfilled
But that's the way things have to be
I can and will not force my heart
Upon another human being
And so I think, and meditate
On what I felt was right
I question all my sanity
And feel as though I wasn't bright
The past has passed, what's felt was felt
I'm living in this world unharmed
My heart was touched, and now it's not
I guard my heart, my soul is armed.

When I fell, it was for your eyes
Your perfect, gentle smile
I fell for the way you so gently looked up at me
I fell for that **** accent
And even harder for your mind
You captured my heart with your sweet words
And I surrendered, at first unwillingly
You never realized the way my heart beat
Whenever you were near me
I fell so hard for those pauses you make, whenever you're thinking intently
I wished I could ignore your true feelings, and that I was in this one sided
I fell hard even when you told me your heart was with someone else
I truly fell for your sweet , kind soul
It's hard to find those so kind and open
I think in the end what I fell for the most
Was the fact that you were just different
So different than anyone I'd met, giving me feelings I've never felt
I'm just so thankful to you for that
I'm just so thankful I fell for you

You don't feel odd around me?
You don't share feelings for me?
All this time I was simply blind
And your head was in the clouds
You think and daydream of her
And I paid no attention to her
Even when I should have
And maybe I wouldn't feel this
Gut wrenching feeling of idiocy
Thinking you'd ever daydream about me
Months and months later I'm still uncertain
Why my feelings for you still exist
I was okay, but then it changed
I started seeing you in that special way
And then your smile took my heart again
So I see I haven't learned
I have so wished to talk of this
To set the record straight
But what to say and what to do
I have not a single idea
Have you even thought of me, of the sweet words from my heart I gave you?
Or did you extinguish that memory, in hopes to forget about me too?
We never were anything
I doubt we'll be anything
Then why is it something
About you that keeps me thinking , hoping
Let me set this straight
You fell for this mysterious person
I decided to ignore what I thought were advances you showed to her
Ignorance, in this case is not bliss
I should've give with my gut in this
The entire time my heart yearned for you
Yours did too, your did too
For someone else, anyone else
So here I sit, collecting my thoughts
Never me, always her
I'm still so kind, but its just her
Eyes, smile, hair, whatever
And I question why I wanted for us to be together

I feel so stupid
For thinking that you'd ever
Feel something for me

Inconsistent
My feelings are fleeting
I'm at a particular point
Where you still send my heart beating
My eyes not leave your eyes
I envision kissing those lips
For I can't get you out of my mind
I know I love this feeling
And my emotions are quite strong
But you'll never share this wonderful feeling
And that's why I feel that it's wrong