Such a shame
A one sided relationship
Shall I add up each effort
All my care
Each phone call
Both shoulders to cry on
With nothing in return
I try so very hard
A best friend to me, you mean the most to me
Why do I not mean as much?
Why must I try so hard?
Closeness is not one sided
I'm beginning to see
What I've tried to ignore
Please, be with me
But if not, just tell me
I can't take this
I care for you so much
If I'm inconvenient
Just tell me
If I'm trying too hard
Just tell me
If I should give up on this
Please tell me

Slowly drifting 
Fading fading 
Sitting still with no rhyme or reason
Routine routine 
Yes sir yes ma’am 
Yes we’re very pleased 
Well I’m not 
But that doesn’t matter I suppose 
Call me melancholy 
Bringer of gloom and pessimism 
Never shying from reality and realistic tendencies 
Sitting sitting 
Waiting 
But for what?

Ive seen you from afar
Ive seen your gentle smile
I pushed my tender thoughts aside
Ive just looked straight ahead
I feel this nervous feeling
Its hard to look your way
I cant ignore emotions
Though ive survived this way
There may be somethinh special
It may be in my mind
But what I know
For this is true
Is you dont waste my time

Why did I think you were different?
You're no different than the others
Who gave me half-hearted words
When I give you all of mine.

I simply cannot forgive myself
For believing you were unique
I can tell you can hardly stand me
Why can't you just tell me point blank?

I strain to even speak to you
I used to enjoy my talks with you
It's apparent you want to forget me
When I didn't want to forget you

You know you hurt me badly
You know you broke my heart
So man up and just tell me
Why we should be apart

I gave you words and words of truth
That truly came from within my heart
You gave me, what, two sentences?
Now that'swhat tore me apart

I don't want an explanation
Considering you wouldn't give it
Our lack of communication
Is reality. I should just admit it.

I'm sorry I kept on trying
I'm sorry I wasted your time
I'm just deeply disappointed
My sweetness couldn't save me this time

I gave my whole heart to you
Which was obviously a mistake
Your another one for the books my 'friend'
I just hate to call you a mistake.

I don't know why I thought you were different
Its so cliche, you were never mine.
I won't waste your time any longer
Just spare me the kindness this time.

I can’t take this 
It’s purely indescribable 
Pulses racing 
Mind going blank 
Feeling like
Out of control 
Stop doing this to me 
Never mind, I love it 
Don’t ever stop 
I need this feeling 
The euphoria 
Can’t be real 
What’s going in 
I swear I’m in heaven because I feel like I’ve transcended 
Doesnt take much 
How can you do this 
Funny thing, you’re oblivious 
Utterly, and thankfully unaware.

Now, where has my inspiration gone?
I'm afraid it's left for awhile
The objects that gave my words meaning
Are lost to me now

I'm at a loss, a total loss
I've completely lost my drive
My poetry revives me
It's what I love to write

Look through what I have written
Mostly of a current disappointment
So how to move forward, I'm uncertain
I just can't put words to it

I've lost my love for poetry
I've lost the passion and drive
I'm stuck here with no subject
Even this feels contrived

I'm done for now
Maybe I'll return
You just keep ruining things for me
I'll take my break
And then I'll learn
What deep, meaningful words mean to **me

There are two types of people
The heart breakers, and the broken-hearted
I cannot be the heart breaker
It pains  my body, as fear pulses through my veins
knowing i will be broken again
You ripped the muscle from my chest
And left a scar that bleeds each time
you kiss her, touch her, think of her
don't kiss me, don't touch me, and don't think of me
It aches and aches
Why have i let you break me?
There are two types of people
heart breakers, and the heartbroken
how can you destroy me by loving her?
How can you break me and remain unshattered?
Why can i never be the breaker
Ripping the souls form others chests
Turning their advances into worthlessness
turning their love into loathing
turning their hearts to stone
like you did mine.

You don't feel odd around me?
You don't share feelings for me?
All this time I was simply blind
And your head was in the clouds
You think and daydream of her
And I paid no attention to her
Even when I should have
And maybe I wouldn't feel this
Gut wrenching feeling of idiocy
Thinking you'd ever daydream about me
Months and months later I'm still uncertain
Why my feelings for you still exist
I was okay, but then it changed
I started seeing you in that special way
And then your smile took my heart again
So I see I haven't learned
I have so wished to talk of this
To set the record straight
But what to say and what to do
I have not a single idea
Have you even thought of me, of the sweet words from my heart I gave you?
Or did you extinguish that memory, in hopes to forget about me too?
We never were anything
I doubt we'll be anything
Then why is it something
About you that keeps me thinking , hoping
Let me set this straight
You fell for this mysterious person
I decided to ignore what I thought were advances you showed to her
Ignorance, in this case is not bliss
I should've give with my gut in this
The entire time my heart yearned for you
Yours did too, your did too
For someone else, anyone else
So here I sit, collecting my thoughts
Never me, always her
I'm still so kind, but its just her
Eyes, smile, hair, whatever
And I question why I wanted for us to be together

The mind of a romantic
Is blind to flaw
I create perfect images
Of imperfect individuals
This time is no different
In the end it's often not
Intellect
Kindness
Passion
Creativity
Simply something that catches ones eye
The object of affection
What I yearn to be called
Or perhaps not
For I cringe at the thought
Of making another
Feel the pain
That grips my sensitive mind
It's easy to look over a trait such as
Greed or arrogance
But superficiality
Superficiality
Never ever worth it
It may break a heart
Or cause tears to fall
But holding on to one obsessed with merely appearance
Gets one nothing at all

Intrigue
Mystery
You've peaked my interest, unexpectedly
Not so sure
But I find your allure
Charming in the least
Maybe I'll decide to know you
Maybe I'll ask you the time
But for the moment, you'll maintain that desire
And with that, I'm perfectly fine

Forever will I feel this
I can't be afraid forever
This chain that holds my mind shut
To the life I wished to live
My muscles tight like bands so taut
My head, it aches
My stomach wraught
Outside I smile
I laugh as well
The world is good
I laugh as well
Inside I cry
They'll never see
I hide from them a part of me
It's always there, it slowly lingers
I feel it from my toes to fingers
It's in my chest, it's in my hair
I breathe my anxiety in from the air
I breathe it in, I breathe it out
A- is for the air so cold
N- nagging, always nagging
X- extreme fear, always there
I- intense rushes of tears and woe
E- even my best friends don't know
T- teeth clenched in a forced smile
Y- yelling inside, for a long while
I can't **** this monster inside of me
He's always there, quickly shifting
But, I can make him shrink so small
I hardly notice him at all
Muscles loose, free to dance
Breathe in air, so fresh and crisp
Hate the world? No, not me
Love myself? Absolutely

It's been so hard
Erasing you from my brain
Why can't I just get over you?
I have it so badly, don't you see?
No matter how much you try to ignore me
We tried to be friends, but that hardly worked out
And you don't want more
But I want more
I want a good chance
To show my affection and care for you
I can treat you ten time better than she can
Make you laugh better than she can
Talk to you better than she can
Listen better than she can
Kiss better than she can
And maybe, just maybe, if given enough time,
I could love you.
I don't, but I could
I haven't kissed you, but I could
I haven't touched you sweetly, but I could
I haven't shown you all of me, but I could.
I haven't loved you, but I would.

Not the easiest task at hand
To gaze into your eyes
Each time I look upon them
It's as if the world had stopped
Pure, clear, green perfection
Big, expressive, infallible
My breath is always taken away
When I come across your gaze
They sparkle just right when you smile
They deepen so much if there's sadness within you
If speaking of the one I cannot be
When speaking of her charm and perfection
And you look into me, directly to me
I wish yo'u were looking right through me

We'll never be
There'd be nary a chance for you and me
I've come to a clear realization
Epiphany
You'd never want to be with me
You want the looks, the face, her eyes
I've got brains, and I'm just so 'nice'
Those were the things you said about me
Not that I'm beautiful or even pretty
'bright and nice'
Well, what does that mean?
Simply that you'll never fall for me
And I won't be in your daydreams
And despite my strong, strong feeling
It's going to total waste
No longer, when recalling you,
Is there a wide smile on my face
I'd love to think your heart would change
And feelings for me could flourish
But in this world, I'm so aware
Your heart remains with her, and I'm just foolish.

Right knots
Filling up my stomach
Low throbs
From within my chest
Dizzy spells, drifting sideways
Feeling tense, head is pounding
When I think of her with you
This is what my body decides to do

I pray for you
She doesn't tear your heart to pieces
Tarnish your idea of a true love
You see the pleasant, blinded, close minded
Not seeing the reality, sad, unreturned
Unrequited
Not an option
Fighting till wits end
Waiting for an answer
Yay or nay
I pray she doesn't torment you
Keep you waiting when you deserve
A love that's pure and sweet
A sort of innocence
Understanding
I pray that soon you find her
And she's the answer to your love not found
Find that love
But for now
It's in the angel with gilded wings
Unaware of her powerful trance
Like a siren, you're drawn to her
Days go by, your heart grows weak
Her eyes dazzling
Perfection embodied
Euphoric , sweet nothing seem to pour heavily
From your heart that's been touched
How fondly, how highly this beauty seems
If only she knew what she's done to you
Maybe that angel would descend from her pedestal
Give you the wisdom, the truth you need
Guidance, some guidance
The angel in assumed perfection
Has not one admirer
Tis the hardship for her, unbeknownst to you
I pray that you find your own beauty
The one that understands your heart
One who listens to you
Speaks tenderly
Cares for your gentle heart
And kisses as if from heaven herself

Simply a victim
Of Cupids cruel bow
Touched by sweet emotion
Driven by a lustful desire
Your heart has been captured
By a force unseen
Your mind wanders to her, and that face you adore
The smile you revel in
Those moments you shared
Are unforgettable
This is pure emotion
Vulnerable, fragile
When it hit, you took note
Driving you slowly into
A pleasurable turmoil
Your eyes go soft at the thought of her
Mind wanders at the sight of her
Never felt another thing quite like this
When it hits for the first time
You pray it's the last time
Often heart wrenching pain
In other instances
Pure bliss
Watching this transformation
Once a boy
Now a boy deep into something he can't control
Doesn't want this to stop
Not sure how it started
The wicked sting of cupids bow
Forgotten by the sweet nectar of a newly found love
Profound
Robust
Prime
Bliss

My body and yours
you didnt crave it
the laughs we shared
you didnt save them
your kindest smile
ive forgotten
your softest touch
foreign to me
the first to kiss my ****** lips
the last that i will taste them
the moment, the place, the heart, my grace
in my brain i will save them

It breaks my heart to think that you won't see me in that special way
I can't make you feel anything
I can't make your feelings disappear
We feel the sane emotion
Funny thing is
I'm not sure how much she cares
Not that it matters
Silly teenage fantasies
What do we expect?
Some miraculous love affair?
Preposterous
Eventually this feeling will have to fade
And be replaced with wretched sadness
Yet, I already feel it

It breaks my heart to think that you won't see me in that special way
I can't make you feel anything
I can't make your feelings disappear
We feel the sane emotion
Funny thing is
I'm not sure how much she cares
Not that it matters
Silly teenage fantasies
What do we expect?
Some miraculous love affair?
Preposterous
Eventually this feeling will have to fade
And be replaced with wretched sadness
Yet, I already feel it

It breaks my heart to think that you won't see me in that special way
I can't make you feel anything
I can't make your feelings disappear
We feel the sane emotion
Funny thing is
I'm not sure how much she cares
Not that it matters
Silly teenage fantasies
What do we expect?
Some miraculous love affair?
Preposterous
Eventually this feeling will have to fade
And be replaced with wretched sadness
Yet, I already feel it

I didn't use to believe it
But now I do
Mutual love will occur
If its pure and true
One can't force what just won't happen
Only pray for the best
Dream up the possibilities
If you fall in love, I hope for you
That the one you feel for
Falls quickly for you too
If not, fear not
Time will let you know
If its okay to wait, or time to let the love go
A sad thing, love lost
But better a sound mind and broken heart
Than a heart holding on to love lost

I will feel discomfort
It's apparent I'm uneasy
I'm terrified of
Scrutiny
Popularity
Simple conversation
Doesn't take much thought
Mind on a constant cycle
Yo'u can't, you won't, you'll fail
Cycling on an endless track
Soon
My fears will be made apparent
And I will have no choice
But to go back to this place
Which fills my soul with
Turmoil
Dread
A slow growing anxiety
180 days
Then it's done
For me school is far from fun
Cycle of anxiety
Shall I cope?
I soon shall see

Not a day goes by
Where I don't dream about your eyes
That way you look at me
That sends my head spinning
You flash a smile, bite your lip
Little do you know that my heart beats on
Rapidly, pounding
Your voice contains a certain
Effortless sensuality
Sends me on a whirlwind
In the evening, when I lay to dream
My visions are of you
In all your splendor
A shame though
That they're simply dreams

For the first time in months
I saw you again and my heart stopped
I could hardly look at you
But I had to keep looking at you
I couldn't talk to you
But I wanted too
I told myself to let this go
I promised that I'd decide instead to forget
I knew I would find my true feeling
In that fleeting moment
And now that I've laid eyes on you again
I simply can't get you out of my head

My heart is literally crying
No longer does it race with anticipation
Now it's just a throbbing, sad thump
Lub dub
Lub dub
If I could cry I would
My heart is literally crying

I think that I think
Far too much about things
From the way that you talk
To the way that you speak
I think you are a soul
With a body surrounding
A mind that is full
And a stare that is binding
I think that I think too much
About you
I think you are a guy
The way others are too
I think that I like you
Your nice disposition
And that is enough
No further inquisition
I think that I think too much
Of your eyes
Your face, your laugh
The space between your thighs
You are a person, as am I
You are imperfect, as am I
I think that I wrote this for me, not you
You may not see this
But I'm aware that I do
Need to know that I think too much about things
Like love and hope and delicate things
I think I'm okay, and i think you are too
Let's see this one out
If its one or us two

To tell you in words how I feel towards you is nearly impossible
In the simplest of words,
My chest pounds, for me heart awakens
My eyes fall low, for my face grows soft
Its as if my girlish innocence has come alive
And I grow timid, shy, vulnerable, femme gentille
A smile forms, quite naturally
My thoughts are clouded, foggy
Drifting every which way
I can never say enough, or the right words
But all of your words are right
If only you thought these things too
If only you knew these words were to you
A sweet sort of limerence
The strongest I've known
So hard to forget you
Though I don't want to
These emotions, these awakenings
What to do with myself
All questions seeking answer
And you aren't the one to provide it
Perhaps I'll never know why you of all souls walking this Earth
But I care not, for I care for you

If I fell
Who would you tell?
I fell for you
And you never even knew
Feelings compromised?
I'm quite surprised
That you never even knew
That I fell head over heels for you
I always looked right at you
Made sure to smile wide too
The things I said were well thought out
I was cautious, flaked with doubt
Was I sweet, does he think I'm nice?
I began ignoring my friends advice
Months later I still write about you
And it's because I wish that
You had fallen for me too

Lately, I've been in a state
Of utmost lack of inspiration
The words I'd like to write don't flow
The racing heart I had wont go
My romance has run dry
I've built a lock around my heart
For now, the sign says 'do not enter'
For now, my mind says 'stay on track'
For life has much to offer
Often too much focus on those people
Who brought a smile to my face
Or a flutter in my stomach
Or a sweet swell within my chest
Or a head so full of daydreams
So many wishes will go unfulfilled
But that's the way things have to be
I can and will not force my heart
Upon another human being
And so I think, and meditate
On what I felt was right
I question all my sanity
And feel as though I wasn't bright
The past has passed, what's felt was felt
I'm living in this world unharmed
My heart was touched, and now it's not
I guard my heart, my soul is armed.

Not thrice
Not once
Twice you said it
It's a silly thing with me,
To hear someone call to me, address me
So to only hear you say it twice
My namesake rolling out of your lips
With that perfect way you speak
Twice
How often I talked of you, and relished in your magnificence
How often I called to you
And you did twice to me
Was this a hint from the beginning?
No, I'm simply being daft
Yet I can't help but wonder
Just how often you spoke of her
Absolutely, positively, more than twice

Im not sure I could say this
But you're my first love
New feelings, different feelings
Heart is beating, heart beating
Smile across my lips, you do this
Sparkle in my eye
So gently biting my lip
At the thought of you
It almost isnt fair
How can I be allowed to feel so much
When you see me not in the same light
What won't leave my mind
Is that indescribable feeling
That's how I knew you were different
I won't feel an emotion like this, I don't think
That's why it's the first love
New, intense, potent
Unrequited , quite unfortunate
My daydreams were and are of you
You, the boy with the sparkle in his eye
Head full of knowledge
And heart racing fast
Mind going wild, at thoughts of, sadly, another
In my heart remains a place for you
For this feeling I won't forget
The first intense, emotional love
Kept in the recesses of my not quite broken heart
My mind recalls the sweet, and that is what I know you as

That's it I guess
You're done with me
I'm done with you two
Treat me poorly
Speak to me cruelly
Shut me out
Find some play thing to occupy your time
Have fun with her
That's all you'll have
I guess I was wrong
When I said you had good taste
You obviously don't
Or you would see something good
And beautiful and kind
And right in front of your face.
You would have seen me
You did see me
But you didn't want to
Tell me to calm down?
I'll tell you to grow up
Look at the world in its complexity, and wonder
And gifts and blessings and grow the **** up.

America
Land of the free, home of the brave
Soil that was created by the work of slaves
Earth taken from natives
Their tears on a trail
Animals killed, all remains were entrails
Liberty freedom
Liberté, egalité
Fireworks light up the sky
Countries away defenseless people die
Year after year, the fighting persists
Saving the world, or just saving our skins?
Fortune, grand fortune in the USA
More than the poorest of country's
But with these riches comes a great price
Help others in need
Or satisfy our greed
Live long and prosper
I'm not loving it
help a brother in need
But help yourself first
Contradictions, hypocrisy
Tell me again just how great we can be?
Love , compassion
There was never any
Celebrate independence
While some have nary a penny
One cent
The one percent
Contradictions, hypocrisy
Red blood, white faces
Blue open skies, lost opportunity

Softly, gently
Sweet kind words that do not harm me
Please be kind
Too rough
I cannot bear it
I need the soft, the romantic
Please be kind to me
Protect me
Guard me from the abrasive unknown
Shield me from brutal reality
I cannot bear it
Please protect me
I need gentle, soothing words of kindness
Give me your gentle sweetness, naïveté
It's what I crave
And how I thrive
Not brutality, I ignore reality
Ethereal fantasies are where I reside

Oh this ache
Constant aching
My mind craves your intellectual stimulation
The words your lips form
That make my sweet soul churn
This hope that
In a day
A month
A year
Your heart will turn a new leaf, turn to me
If only dreams were real, sometimes
We'd be together
I bet you've never thought of us
Hands touching
Lips touching
Minds and hearts connecting
Feel the best of my heart when you're near
And you'll know the extent of this silly prayer
For a love unrequited is a sad one at that
Sitting, waiting for a change of heart
That won't likely come, but I want to believe in

Shudder shudder 
Sometimes falls flat 
When you hit that High note 
There are tears in my eyes 
My hand caresses you 
Quiver at my touch
Up and down I feel your vibration 
The beauty of this magical thing 
Is that sweet music erupts from my violin's string

Black cat black cat
Don't step on that **** crack
Break a mirror
Bad luck begins
Or just a foolish game we wish to play
Who created this luck business?
Silly childish games
But avoid that ladder  
Friday the 13th
Beware beware the black cat
Hear the warning
Watch your step
Silly childish games

Ladies and gents
An execution
Tick tick goes the laborious clock
And poor old nick waits in sick anticipation
Hear the sound
The blade drops down
Slicing through the skin and bone
Dead, correct ?
False
What tends to end clean doesn't
Poor old Nick, beheaded, yet coherent
Laughing, torment, cheering, he hears it
Pain burning
Blood boiling as if pouring from the gates of hell
Descended from Satan's veins
This excruciating pain, reaching a ******
Yelling, burning, crying, burning
A tear rolls down
The crowd does down
The town resumes
Poor old nick
A dead, miserable man
What a way to go.

Tears dripping across my cheeks
When I recall that way I felt
Knowing you wanted her all along
The kindness
Sweet words
Smiles
All misinterpreted
Silly, naïve me
Heartbroken, lamenting
No one to relate to
For others are lucky
Some in life don't get the romance
The hugs, soft touches, warm kisses
Sweet words, love letters
All they get
All I get
Is pain
Embarrassment
The crushing blow of rejection
Never did I know a pain more persistent
Tears continue to fall
Soon they'll stop
But that pain will return soon again

I know you look at everyone that way
But I felt like your gaze was for me
That gorgeous smile, quite infectious
Was not for only me
Those poetic thoughts, inquisitive notions
Poetry written, my head was in slow motion
Time felt slower with you around
As I felt my cheeks flush and my lovely heart pound
You gave me honesty, when you spoke of the
Intense feelings of love you hadn't for me
But for a girl, quite undeserving
She lacks that
Iridescence you harness
Your romantic spirit, view of life
Still even a remnant of our 'significant' moments
Brings my heart aflutter
And my soul to a pause
Never before has one look stopped my tracks
But your does that, and so much more
You fail to recognize, that love struck look within my eyes
My shaking hands, my voice trembling
These feelings I haven't a problem remembering
As smart as you appear to be
You're just daft when it comes to your simplistic feelings towards me

Who am I fooling?
Certainly not myself
Mere moments passed where I erased you from my mind,
Eliminated your presence from my beating heart
Who am I kidding?
The moment I see you again, I'll feel it all again
I can only pretend for so long
Why is it you ,of all people, to make me feel just so?
After the tears, and the contemplation
I've come to no conclusion
I am at a loss for words
My emotions frighten me far too much
Maybe when my head is clear, though it won't be
When my heart is open, though it won't be
When these thought of you leave my mind
Which they won't be
Please, go away, go away, I think
I don't know
I just don't know

I dreamt last night
And you were there
And you were there with me
I caught your gaze, and you caught mine
Our feelings just worked out this time
We sat and talked, and laughed as well
We seemed in sync that day
I wrote for you, you wrote for me
I smiled at you, then you kissed me
Dreams are sweet, although not real
They help me sleep at night
It's in these dreams where I resolve the things I do not solve in daylight
I know this vision won't likely be a scene that is so real
But in my dreams we kiss, and laugh,and touch, and smile, and feel

You never forget your first love
So I'll never forget you.
I still haven't told you this
But, I have a feeling you never knew
how deeply I felt
Those months and months ago
How can I even face you?
In person, I still shake and quake when I get near you
When we talk, and we laugh, my smile fades
I still know you don't see me any other way
I know you think I'm sweet
You tell me that I'm brave
For revealing the feelings I had
Basically to your face
I still recall the few sweet times that we had
I can still smile at that.
I just want to hear your voice again
Stare at your perfect face again
Do you even want to see me again?
I cry if I think about that... again.
You remain a perfect memory in my mind
Your rejection has forever imprinted in my gentle mind
I can't ever forget you
Even if I wanted to
Often I wish I could, but I can't, I just can't
Just don't ever shut me out, please hear me out
I will always care about you, even if you don't see me that way too.

As I lay upon the earth
My lids flutter shut
In an instant I'm transported
Into the recesses of my subconscious
The wheels turn swiftly
Images come alive
Within my mind
Lay my thoughts and desires
In the land where I dream,
It at seems too real
The plans I hope for, the dreams I pray for
The feelings I yearn for
The boy I long for
Too many things, so many things
One track mind, not a chance
While my lids lay shut, my head and heart open
I don't have to see to believe

Inconsistent
My feelings are fleeting
I'm at a particular point
Where you still send my heart beating
My eyes not leave your eyes
I envision kissing those lips
For I can't get you out of my mind
I know I love this feeling
And my emotions are quite strong
But you'll never share this wonderful feeling
And that's why I feel that it's wrong

I wish you had touched me
Your eyes on my body
Your lips on my neck
I wish you had asked me
How I felt, what I thought
About trivial things
About love and life
I wish you had
Looked at me and felt sparks
Felt your heart leap out
Your voice shake
Your eyes fixed on mine
I wish you had liked me
Because I might have loved you
But
When you touched me it wasn't electric
Nothing more, nothing less
We didn't kiss, that would feel wrong
We talked about important things m
Life, family, love
But you didn't care to
You didn't care for me, and I didn't for you
I wish I hadn't looked at you and felt sparks,
Felt my heart leap out
My voice and hands shaking
My eyes fixed on yours
I only wanted you to see me.

You're okay
Just not for me
I love your smile, and the way you speak
The only issue is that you're not for me
Your hair, your face, effortless
Maybe meant for someone else?
There's nothing wrong with you, you see
You're just not for me
Is that so bad?
Are you upset?
Don't be
Just find someone else, anything else
It's just that you're not for me

I have them
and so do you
So why do you look at me so disgustingly?
WHy do you pry into my mind
when you know you won't like what you see?
You dont understand and you make that clear
I am so ANGRY at letting you see
the flaws within me
I am a human being , just like you
I live my life, just like you
I have my problems, just. like. you
don't play this game
my flaws are MINE, not yours
don't touch me, dont look at me
because while your words hurt like knives
my stare pierces your soul even deeper