Met her at the docking station She was waiting for the Moon I, the United Space station Frozen in the swoon Of passing spaceships Tho determined to see it through Our gazes patiently vacant
As we drifted our eyes Over the earthly spikes Of majestic might Just to pass our sights Over our nights Of light-less sights Glamoring us goodnight
Where fragility was born As our ships docked Feeling torn The seals unlocked And i mourned As I walked with the flock On board
Her face further than before Looking for the door As I was adorned In crowds of explorers Looking for more Than the love born In this vacuous swarm
I clamber for a window To see her face And i watched it glow As it drifted farther away And i will never know Her graces amongst this place As I just minded the flow
And detonated the station For the poverty of a nation But the expansion of the blast Pulled her into its caste And the hole surpassed Our flight paths As our cluttered wrecks amassed
But I was not alone As she triggers her past In the eye of the storm Reestablishing eye contact She holds to her form In the secondary blast And together we roamed
Missing somebody i haven’t met yet. It’s like, having a persistant shiver. And I’m so cold. No matter how many things I wrap around me, nothing could compare to what it would feel like to be held by you. To be, well. Kept warm.
She draws the stars Late into the night Standing in an open field Soaking in their light The beauty that they cast Helps her pen to glide When she's finished drawing Is when she takes to flight
She draws the stars Colors them by numbers Throws away all diagrams Prefers the use of different colors Gives them all the oddest names One after another The furthest ones away Names them after her ex-lovers
She draws the stars Then gives her drawings away To those she meets on the street She feels needs a brighter day She gives away the ones she loves The rest she likes to save Pastes them on her walls In the galaxy she's made
Today was hard depressed. Depressed hit me like a rock with a dark cloud forming in my mind. the dark cloud grows and tell me your worthless, unlovable and a nasty person why would anyone love and care for you The pain in my mind and the longing for it all to end. how its written over my face and the scars on my body the longing for people to like and accept me for who I am and how I wish I could accept myself and love myself how I hate my life and hate being me How I try to be brave but sometimes it's really hard being me.