Sleep deprived,
I have lost weight.
With only three to four hours of sleep.
He said, "Quit it or I'll get it!"

Dark circles,
under my eyes.
I looked like a white faced zombie.
He warned, "Get in control or else!"

Unfocused,
hard to hear him.
I am entranced with great wonders.
He told me, he misses the old me.

Awaken,
my conscience stirred.
Yet, addicting power overwhelms.
Now he threatened me, he will cut it!

Unfeeling,
but still caring.
He said, he'll stop paying for the Net!
I laughed... shot back, "I'll rent somewhere else!"

The sun sets in the East.
Never good bye my friend,
tomorrow we shall see.
The sun will rise again.

A lovely page has turned.
Only the beginning,
never the end my friend.
A new tale is written.

Never farewell my friend.
Not good bye but good day.
I will see you again,
in my heart you will stay.

He says he’s going to make it,
no friends and all.
Who needs people to rob your trust?
He tells me so.
Abuse you with their evil deeds?
Best be alone.
And so, he lives all by himself.
Rises and sleeps,
enjoying his tranquility.
He writes and reads
to live… keep his sanity, sane.
Some perfect life.
No worries, no disappointments.
Yet, no laughter.
No one to share his dreams or joys,
no one to love.
Now, how can he call that living?
No life at all.

You are my sunshine
A splendid warmth
Such a joy in my heart.

You are my rain
Innocent longing tears
I dry them with kisses.

You are my heaven
Enchanting face so bright
My little delight.

You were tiny back then
My little man
Now you’ve grown up.

Still you have that smile
So amazing
Simply dazzling.

You are my little one
Mine to hold
My gift from above.

A smile is a joy for the heart,
an expression of being glad.
How people tend to fall in love,
with a person who smiles a lot.

Yet, people smile when they are sad.
They try to keep their grief inside.
Some people smile when they are mad.
They hide their rage in pretty masks.


Evil can lurk behind a smile.
Friendly and attractive, beware.
A lovely promise of allegiance,
and then, betrays you to your foes.


A genuine smile reaches the eyes.
It emanates pure from the soul.
Well described in innocence.
Seen, in the lips of a child.

You lay sleeping.
I watch your face with a smile,
knowing you are mine.
                                          
I kiss your cheeks,
So warm and soft… heaven sweet,
all mine for today.

Thinking of you.
Enjoying each passing days,
my heart swells with pride.

Mine for today.
Your smiles, your hugs, your kisses,
treasures of my heart.

You like beautiful women,
I admire them too.
Yet, when I point out a guy,
You’ll say he is gay.
You snicker at my music.
You sneer at my books.
You mess up with my cell phone,
as if yours, not mine.

                                            
You love horrific movies.
I would take a peek.
We watched Titanic once,
you fell asleep.
You grimace at my hair cut.
You shun my cousins.
You pass up many parties,
and didn’t ask me.

                                          
They say we do not belong,
different and all.
Still, you held on to my hand,
revealed me the way.
You kissed my laughter and tears,
heeded my ramblings.
You sacrificed many things,
that I’ve love you more.

                                          
Bear with me, my beloved.
Come grow old with me.
We’ll have our differences,
and always our respect.
I desire your sarcasm.
I want your nonsense.
Because without them from you,
Never can I irritate you.

Every novel has chapters.
Long and short divisions,
with beginnings and endings.
A truth for everything.

Some chapters are not their best,
We skip them for the next.
Others, some lovely read,
we never want to end.

Life has also chapters.
Beginnings and endings,
with unwanted periods,
and wholesome moments.

How we find it easy,
to let go of the bad times.
And difficult to rid,
of life’s conveniences.

It’s very frightening,
to wake up in a new world.
And quite depressing,
to see someone we love, go.

Yet, pleasant or bad chapters,
either has its own time.
Every chapter must come to an end,
for a new adventure to begin.

Time can be an eternity,
Ungenerously slow and cruel
How it affects one’s sanity,
to wait as it painfully rolls.

One may choose to sleep it all.
Take no notice, just let it pass.
Others try to tolerate time,
Opens their eyes, no other chance.

Thus, time can be strikingly fast.
No warning, no roars of thunder.
Just some merciless lightning flash.
It hits at life’s finest hour.

Have you told her how much you care?
Have you grabbed that opportunity?
Move on for your destiny,
Waste not, time can really fly.

He is an earthly warrior,
strong and bold within his soul.
Yet still a mere mortal,
his body suffers pain.


His battle has not ended,
much blood lost, but pride remains.
More trials still at hand,
sacrifices to face.


Courage will not desert him.
The cold may gnaw him tonight.
Wounds may ceaselessly bleed.
Then all will come to pass.


As dawn touches his sorrow,
night will soon come to an end.
He’ll rise again for war,
for his scars will soon mend.

Her tears wouldn’t stop.
The decision was in her hands.
She’s helpless… confused,
as she watches a loved one dies.

She loathed the fact.
Yet, she must face it and accept.
A real dead-end.
She only wished, she wasn’t there.

She hated herself,
to think its all for the best.
She loves him so much.
to see him in pain, an ill luck.

She cries, stares outside,
beyond the clearest glass-window.
She looks at the sky,
orange and violet colors.

Such beautiful sight!
Amazing… delightful picture.
More pain-stabs in her heart.
But then, her mind begins to clear.

She silently prays,
lets go of her precious father.
God will be with him.
No more suffering in heaven.

Your body weakens every day.
Let me be your strength,
I’ll assist you along the way.
Let my strength, be your strength.

Your eyesight starts to fail you.
Let me be you guide,
I’ll lead you everywhere you go.
Let my eyes, be your eyes.

You misses her very much.
Let me give you her affection,
know that I miss her too.
Let her actions, be my actions.

You’ve grown tired of living.
My father, please take heart.
Do go on breathing.
Never, I can take that part.

I
see you
Walking with her
Love is in your eyes
You
Adore her
Your actions show
She means much more
I
Can only
Stare and smile
Mixtures of odd feelings
Some
Small stabs
In my heart
I can still take
My
Soul longs
For your love
Do anything, I would
But
I won’t
Be a pain
To your sweet life
I
Want you
To be joyful
To be with her
Your
Treasured love
My greatest sorrow
And mine to endure
Still
I’ll stifle
My prettiest smile
Only for your happiness
I
Solemnly pray
That your heart
Find mine, somehow, somewhere
Someday.

Vibrant look vanishes.
A bright face into gloom.
Pink blush diminishes.
An ashen pallid look.
It took her youth.
Lovely smile, gone astray.
Cruel bed of tranquil,
a sorrowful embrace.
The true beauty remains,
her pure loving soul.

She reminds me of a withered tree
Leathery and dry
Gone is the luster of a skin so fair
Diminished beyond repair
Her jet-black hair, shiny and vibrant
Turned snowy white
Fresh and sweet aroma of her youth
To a scent of an old rose
Her healthy frame lost its vigor
My ancient lady
So delicate… so fragile
Time awaits her
Yet, her eyes speak
Wisdom of the world
Her toothless mouth smiles
The joys of her past years.

You do not see my eyes.
Never can you tell I’m sincere.
Eyes are the windows of the soul,
and you can never tell.

You do not see my smile,
lovely with the mention of you.
Smiles reveal heart secrets.
This you can never taste.

You ask me, is it love?
Never can you savor my lips,
or touch my chest for my heartbeat.
Words, all you’ll ever have.

Is it love? Is it love?
Now I achingly ask myself.
At the right time, at the right place,
I will find the answer.

To write is to be free.
An expression of one’s feelings.
It is a way to breathe,
to shout, cry and even to laugh.


Writing is to embrace,
A fantasy world you can own,
have a life you like,
aches and triumphs of your choice.


How, my heart beats to write-
My serenity… my passion!
Poetry is my sin…
my escape from realism.

The birds were chirping that day,
singing sweet songs for you.
They knew you were something,
an angel sent from above.


You came to me as the sun,
gave me your gentle warmth.
You became my rainbow,
showed me the beauty of earth.


Hear the birds sing once again,
hear my voice sing for you.
Your day today, my friend,
wishing you joy in the world.

There is a place,
where you can go.
When everything has failed you,
and no reasons to suit you.

                                                                
There is a place,
where you can hide.
To act as your own self,
where you can mourn your grief.

                                                                  
There is a place,
where you can think
To clarify some things,
to gain back your spirit.

                                                                
There’s such place
To be at peace,
be alone and be at rest.
My place… my own embrace.

He told you he cares for you
They are trouble
He doesn’t want you involved
He gazed upon your face
Tried to read you
You gave him your broken look
He wanted to soothe you
To speak of love
You didn’t want to hear more
He said there’s no other choice
No other way
So, he chose the other girl.

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How you’ve cried your feelings out
To trust in him
Believing into something
Cry no more my dear girl
He’s not a man
Not even, to stand for him
He said he’s in love with you?
But to prefer you
He simply cannot do
They will hurt you, he told you
He won’t have that
He can never protect you.

Come forth my friend,
don’t be afraid.
No need to hide,
give it a try.
Others may think,
you are not a beauty.
With your little spark,
they’ll judge you harshly.
But you are God’s creation,
His pride, his perfect invention.
Crafted by His own very hands,
to be the keeper of His lands.
Come out my friend,
you are a rare find.
Go on inspire,
go light your fire.

You were here all along,
I never knew that before.
You’re a discovery.
Now, I can feel you plainly.

You gave me your own voice,
that I can speak boldly.
You became my two eyes.
Now, I see very clearly.

You understand my pain.
We share the same passion.
You look into my soul.
I, into yours… We both saw.

Never can I forget,
And I’ll always be proud.
Never shall I regret,
the day I chose to be you.