madison

Mar 2014

Willow-Anne

Anxiety

Late at night is when I think
And try to I clear my head
I often stay awake all night
Just laying in my bed

As soon as I get comfy
Thoughts start racing in
I start to question everything
and regret my every sin

At first the thoughts are gentle
Like what will I do tomorrow
But as time crawls by; they escalate
Till I'm drowning in my sorrow

I think of all my failures
Every detail of what I did wrong
After hours of reliving pain
I convince myself I don't belong

I suddenly feel isolated
and like the silence will never end
I feel like I will never escape
There's too much I just can't mend

I feel overpowered and worthless
Like I'll never do anything right
I hide till the world fades away
And I'm awoken by the light

I realize a new day has come
It's time to put on a brave face
I put those negative thoughts away
Until I return to this place

madison Feb 2014

Unsaid

Twisting, turning
Inside my head.
I can't help but think of what was left unsaid.

As soon as you left,
I sat down and cried.
I think a little part of my soul just died.

I cry for days, weeks, months on end.
But you never came back,
With those words unsaid.

It's been a while since I saw you last.
I can't go on anymore. Life ends to fast.

So now,
I've found someone new to clear my head.
But I will never bring up you
Or those things unsaid.

madison Feb 2014

Brown

Brown

Brown, brown.
The color of your eyes.
The color of your hair.
And it comes as no surprise,
As to how I love you so,
It's just sad to think that you will never know.

#love #alone

madison Feb 2014

Confrontation

If I never say no,
Who's supposed to?
If you would ever say yes.
Who's to deny it?
If we don't ever confront this,
Will it ever go away?

If this is hard for you,
Say what you have to say.
This too is hard for me,
But I can't find the words to portray.
And when we finally confront this,

Will we get what we deserve?

— The End —