Acknowledgement does not equal attachment and most of the time it is inevitable to get lost in one or more of these states of mind. It is inevitable not to miss what you once attached yourself to.
I will no longer know anything about you and you will no longer remember my name. I will no longer cross your thoughts and you will no longer dream about me. I will no longer share your warmth and you will no longer hold these hands.
There are days where I miss you so much that these sunflowers wither and die. Make your arms my garden and your smile the sun that brings them back to life.
I am a bee in the sunflowers of memories. I find shelter and solitude underneath the petals and harvest that sweet nostalgia of this garden we once shared.
It was easier when you were here. You filled each day with a joy I have not found since you. No matter what came my way, your smile was enough to make me forget the pain at the end of the day.
Some of us are scattered stars without a solar system in the vast and unforgiving cosmos. We may not be part of a constellation or host a planet and its life we could sustain but we still shine as bright as any other star.
Alone again on this summer night. No emotions this evening, not even any thoughts or sensations. The ambience consumes me as I give into the abating ambience. There will be no dreams tonight, but also no fear.
I got tired of fantasizing, of giving into the illusions and drowning myself in nostalgia that I can no longer attain. I am tired of chasing a ghost, but tomorrow I may give into the haunting once again.
This heartache screams your name, a thrashing storm that leaves this heart in ruin. Your thunder has sliced open this heart but these memories are made of sunshine.
I still dream about you from time to time. Sometimes I wish to not wake up, sometimes they turn into nightmares. Either way, I am sad when I wake up to see that you are gone.
You are the sun shining upon me, a withering sunflower, from dawn until dusk. We dance in the sunlight and dream in the twilight and flourish every day underneath your brilliance. So keep on beaming your magic down upon this Earth and make your alluring spell last forever.
Social media has a way of warping reality for good or for worse. Do not let it make you feel left behind- the only person you should be comparing yourself with is yourself.
It may not seem like it, but no one, not one person, has their life 100% together. Everyone has their struggles and everyone shows it in different ways.
And now we say goodbye to what we thought would never end. I can't believe it, it's really over and what do we have to show for it? ashes and anguish. All we can do now is rise up like a phoenix and learn from our mistakes.
You are a sunflower sprouting from this heart. I am filled with your joy and your warmth never leaves me. The sun shines down on us and you and I bloom for eternity.
A moment together and a thousand moments apart. I am forever chasing your shadow and the night will soon be upon us. What does distance know of heartbreak?
The sunflowers smile through you. They know they can live through you from the aura that you radiate. They have trusted in you their power and beauty because you are it.
These memories blanket me like the cosmos above- countless worlds I will never experience. The stars above sparkle like the unsaid words and our broken promises- out of reach yet oh so beautiful.