We all have different ways of healing. For me, I need solitude, so much solitude and silence. To just be with myself and my thoughts is how I recharge that battery that never had much spark to begin with.
Some of us favor our solitude over the company of others. We seek out silence like the moon seeks out the night because there are days when our stars burn out and running from the sun is the only way to protect their glorious glow.
Learning to look at you from afar, to not reach you with these hands, to get used to the silence, to become strangers once again is one of the most difficult lessons I have endured and am still learning.