I have lost so much
and one more thing won't make a
difference - I'm at peace

4:12 PM
29/6/23

It does not matter
anymore but that does not
mean it does not hurt

8:50 PM
23/6/23

Some pains can go unseen,
rather, they are carved into the soul,
an endless chasm that bleeds forever.
These pains are silent to the world,
but they tear us apart from within.
And only from deep within
are crying out so loud that
only our demons can hear.

Dear Diary;
for far too long
you made me believe that
if I was not good enough for you
than I must not be good enough
for anyone else in
this world.

Try ween yourself off
of the need for attention
and see what happens

6:01 PM
19/6/23

I am the last of
my kind and hopefully the
only one you'll meet

12:18 PM
17/6/23

I still think of you.
My heart still aches for you
as it waits to be with you again.
Until then, I must keep you in my thoughts
and in my heart with all my love.