All I remember
is that I was young,
dumb and ignorant.
You took me in and showed this heart
a love it never knew existed-
and then you broke me.

There are things I will
never understand such as
why I still love you

11:51 PM
27/3/23

To stay like this,
forever far away, silent
and unknown to your heart
is something I hope will
not burden me for the
rest of my life.

I know that this is
going to torture me for
the rest of my life

11:09 PM
26/3/23

I wanted to take care of you
as if you were the last sunflower on Earth
but winter ravaged this garden.
Despite my best efforts,
I watched your petals wither
before my helpless eyes.
It is true that I did not know
how to take care of you,
but I’ll be ****** if
I had not given you my all.

I write
even though you
are not reading.
I will continue to write
in hopes that one day
you will.

I see your smile
and I wonder if heaven
has opened for me

10:12 AM
18/3/23