I want to live with
my eyes closed so that I can
only dream of you

8:09 PM
22/9/25

I live through moments
I know will be nostalgic
as they are happening.
There are some moments
where instead of enjoying them,
I am already sad that they will end,
never to experience again.
Glee and gloom at the same time-
nostalgia forms before the
moment has even passed.

It's no longer
me and you,
it's just me and I
don't know what to do.

It's a beautiful
emptiness that you leave me
whenever you go

8:52 AM
31/8/25

A ****
will grow
anywhere it can.
I suggest we
do the same.

Do you ever
reread your words
and think,
"****,
what is wrong
with me?"

You cleaned up
any hope that remained
with a dustpan and brush
and threw it into
the trash.