everything is backwards
figuring out forwards
giving it time
finally mine
if you think I'm lost
you're probably right
so I'm getting sauced
until I see the light

everything is backwards
nothing is right
but I think I might be
finally seeing the light
head is pounding
problems are mounting
somebody save me
help me with this fight

moving forwards
heaving fog is blinding
unclear the road ahead
maybe I'll just go to bed
dreaming the future
still feeling unsure
accepting this fate
makes me feel pretty great
considering this day
maybe I'll stay

Thoughtful and mindful
Creative and imaginative
You’re everything I could ever want
Tempting and waiting
Watching and creating
You’re everything I could ever dream
Having and holding
Wrapping and folding
Have we met?
You and me
Wouldn’t you be
Something more to me
Open your eyes
And then you’ll see
I have something to say
I’m walking further away
Every single day
You’re everything to me
That’s why I’m here
Waiting for you

I want you
to love me
the way that
he loves me

I want you
to kiss me
the way that
he did every night

I want you
to make love to me
the way that
he made love to me

I want you
to give me
what he gave
every second he had

you will never
be what he was
you will never
love me as much

it's been a while
a couple years at least
since me and you
were anything

what am i supposed to do
if i can't have you
what else can i  say
i'm burning away

you're my fire
my everything
under my skin
where do i begin
start over again

hold on tight
with all your might
every night
i lose my sight

every day
nothing to say
I'm burning away

jokes on me
you'll never see
alone or not
you'll never be with me

sleeping while dreaming
running from everything
chasing all of nothing
getting rid of you

wandering through empty space
catching everything in sight
trying not to think
running away from you

fumbling just one more time
going towards anything else
drowning every step forward
reaching out for you

holding on to something
believing it means nothing
waiting for something clear
dreaming it will be you

something in the air tonight
it’s giving me the chills
walking in the soft breeze
born into something else

with my ear buds in
I can only hear this
but I know what’s real
if I only knew how to feel

please
let me go
let me dream
all the things
inside of me

pacing while dreaming
creating something free
only having what I can accept
often reaching out to myself

facing the heavy wind
looking at something empty
wondering what to fill it with
willing to give it a chance

Spoken words
Like moonlight
Your voice
I like
Soft touch
In winter
Your hands
I like
That stare
Is a sunrise
Your eyes
I like
Loves me
So clearly
Your heart
Is mine