I can’t explain why
sometimes i cry
i can't explain why
they bring me relief
and sooth all loose ends

because i need to
sometimes i just want to
to cleanse my everything
and make things right again

i cry because i love
because i can feel
everything that's real

sleeping and dreaming
falling and feeling
then I picked
myself up again

it always hurts me
being with you
lever learning
never changing
falling and feeling
over and over agian

why can’t I walk away from you
I always turn around
only to face defeat again
draining my empty heart one more time

the emptiness has become my everything
looking in the mirror
only shows the reflection
of someone

Believe me when I tell you
Living with the regret is worse
Even when you dream of me
Your past will become the rest

If you think you’re over it
If you want to move on
If you can’t see through it all

Believe me when I tell you
Getting over me will be hard
Even when you think of me
You might be alarmed

If you think you’re teaching me
If you watch the way I lean
If you can’t see through me

Believe me when I tell you
This will be the worst day you’ve had
Because I can’t imagine loving you again
I guess you’ve been mislead.

knocking at your door
but your never there
tripping over it again
running from the fear
yearning for that lust
something that I trust
can’t you see me there
looking through the glass
can’t you feel me there
wanting you at last

Turned around the corner
Sneak up behind me
Pushed further backwards
Trying to loose you

Can’t reach the bottom
The empty barrel inside me
Swim with my eyes closed
Have you forgotten me

The enemy is within
Don’t confuse me with him
And so I walked from
Door to door
Another drunk and lifeless chore
Within me sets the score