maybe i'm just exacerbating everything
i don't know if this sadness is real
this social anxiety
this fear
this never-ending ******* fear
i just want to get away from it all
get lost in someplace beautiful
someplace safe and someplace good
someplace i can call my home
when will this struggle ever end?
do you think our hearts get stronger?
do you believe there's something beautiful
on the other side of the fence?
my faith exists
but so does fear
and constantly they wrestle in my mind
and sometimes the voices in my head
just won't shut up
i believe there's something good out there
life ***** sometimes, i know, i know, i know
but hope is more powerful than anything i've ever felt
so i guess the struggle will end
and our hearts get stronger
and there's something beautiful
on the other side of the fence
i don't know how and i don't know why and i don't know when
but i believe it'll get better,
and for now that's more than enough for me.