Theres just something about people
who can not give a **** that gives me chill's...
idk....
i recently watched videos on avril lavigne and like miley cyrus...
and like they dont a give a crap at all
...it's really intriguing
and i get kinda jealous
...because i wish i could be that way
life would be so much easier
just a tad bit more
i'd be a go getter
i'd be daring
and i feel like....that's who i want to be at the moment
but the moment wants me to stay right here
and kiss my life
I hope this poem inspires someone out there..or not, but my whole thing is that theres something amazing about a person who can just kinda live in their own world...It's ******* great like who doesn't want to block out their issues and just kinda live on instinct not afraid o ****....like live a life full of adventure, a life not afraid to be lived because for a while especially previous years, this year, i mean i have anxiety issues so like i fear people, and i fear attention when i'm not under my ego, and like i've battled acceptance for a while, and like i know in my heart i want to accept myself and people so badly but in my mind its demanding perfection, and telling me that if it's not perfect, don't do it, don't make mistakes, live for everyone else to be happy, like my hearts saying **** it **** it, but my mind's just a complete ***** to me on a daily basis...like gosh ****...but like my main thing is...my point is....be who you are in the moment and follow your heart....