Good girls and goddess boys
Smear lipstick on the mirror

It would have been one lonely night
Thank you for showing up

Crushed animal bones
Pulverizing teeth into powder to snort
Diamonds and emeralds glued to you
Your face disgusts me

Anorexic ****
My brain threw up today’s thoughts
You can’t call me bulimic
I’m way past that

Tough jaw
Raw eyes
Dry lips
****** nose

A tea bag of ungulate organs
The water is crimson
Burgundy hues look like an oil spill
It tastes like hate

Skin the cat
Hang it like a flag
Tie your shoes together
Don’t fall and scrape your knees

Tough jaw
Raw eyes
Dry lips
****** nose

Velvet puppies
Smiley and slobbery
Hair like clouds
Make me feel happy

Melancholic pills
The dogs are dead
Fur smeared on the wall
Black tar on their snouts

Tough jaw
Raw eyes
Dry lips
****** nose

My diet of dirt
Feasting on the flowers
Petals ache like my stomach
I get lost in the fields

Popping balloons with a child
Poking their arms with needles
Red rivers flow out
They stare in awe and terror

Tough jaw
Raw eyes
Dry lips
****** nose

My vocal cords are shredded
Torn out of my system
I want to whisper, “I love you”
But you only hear me scream

I taste something new
It hurts my tongue
I wonder what it is
Crushed animal bones

I wish I knew you when I was younger
We could have lasted for a while
The butterflies you once gave me
Migrated to another lover

Nothing lasts forever
Somehow I thought this could
Please stay the night with me
I know how to treat you right

Give me a kiss goodbye
Sleep through your alarms
Forget about the day ahead
Lay with me in bed

I think you’re beautiful
But you struck down my heart
Gave it to some undeserving
And I still forgave you

Waste of talent
You’re making me feel ill
I just lost myself
Is this what I deserve?

You don’t care
You really don’t care at all
******* and all your desires
I can’t stand you

I have no pity for you
Why should I feel bad
You do nothing but hurt
Not yourself but others

Popping pills like balloons
Exploding organs like bombs
Splatter that **** everywhere
**** yourself in the process

I want to ******* like an animal
I want to feel your insides
Keep me away from my grave
I’ll **** you if you let me fall in

I stopped loving you
I miss doing it though
You smell like warm
I miss your taste

Treat me like a queen
Never stop loving me
Buy me little gifts
Let them eat cake

The worst part is that I remember everything
I want to forget
My head is full of broken thoughts
Death spells spill from my teeth

It’s cold as hell
I loathe your face
I want to destroy you
Slit your wrists like paper

Drown you in acid
Seeing your skin dissolve
Flame up your house
**** those you love

But I have one thing left to say
When I see you it reminds me of a phrase
I want you to be happy
I love you with all my heart