meme abdulaziz

meme abdulaziz Dec 2013

I'm trying to act like I don't like you
like I don't care
but I like and care with all my heart

I try and hide it
but no matter how much I try
my eyes expose my heart

and now that you know how I feel
now that you know my shame
please try to pretened like you don't know

I feel really small next to you
your perfect eyes , lips , smile ,hair
every single detail is perfection

even the sun would feel shy next to you
even the moon would beg you to be his
even the starts would talk about your beauty

then what am I suppose to do as a human
I can only sit and wish that your mine
maybe one day you will .

meme abdulaziz Nov 2013

I Miss You

I miss you everyday and every night
I call your name even in my sleep
everything reminds of when you were here

come back and make me okay
come back and take me away

I close my eyes and imagine you here
I stretch my arms waiting for embrace
I open my eyes and realize you're gone

tears fall like a crashing waterfall
as I wipe them with a broken heart
I remember you whispering "I'll come back"

I begged you not to leave me
I asked you to take me
I hoped you won't break me
I wished you could love me

I'm lost in an empty place
I'm looking for away out
I can't escape it it's too dark
I'm waiting for the sun to come up
and take me home ...

meme abdulaziz Nov 2013

PAIN

I keep on faking , I keep on hurting
I keep on breaking , I keep on bleeding
I wish I can stop , I wish I can go back

I'm not me I'm a stranger
pain goes in and cuts like a scissor
I close my eyes and wish to disappear
I hold my heart and I cry and scream

meme abdulaziz Nov 2013

LOVE

have you ever wondered
what is love ?
where is love ?
how to love ?
well ...

love is two souls in one
love is two hearts in one
love is two people in one
love doesn't know hate
love doesn't know color

love is seeing the world through your lover
love is carrying someone through the pain
love is feeling the heart beats

love is pain
love is hard
love is good
love is nice

love doesn't need words
love is four letters
love is knowing each other
love is you and me
love is everywhere
love is a family
love is a friend

and if love was a present I'll buy it for you
if love was a word I'll say it to you
if love was far I'll reach it for you
if love was fast I'll run it for you
if love was slow I'll walk if for you
if love was a story I'll be it for you

some people search the world for love but i found it in you
so am i your lover ?

#love #what #meaning

meme abdulaziz Nov 2013

Silence

I feel the fear inside me as they look at me

I sense my watery eyes as I look at them

I close my eyes as I walk towards them

just like a child , just like a baby

I feel beauty but i can’t touch it because maybe it will disappear

I wanna laugh but maybe it will transform into sadness

I wanna talk but maybe it will be silenced

every beautiful thing just left me

I feel the loneliness in me

I feel sadness around me

I just want to disappear for once

I wanna stop and scream

wishing that everything is not real is tiring

I feel the rip of every beautiful thing I have

But i still have to smile while I see it burn to ashes

and for now I feel how I feel in silence

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