you said you would love me forever
i was foolish to believe you
you kissed me and hugged me
i loved you and needed you
you said you'd hold me for as long as i wanted so i looked up and asked "Forever"?
the texts i woke up to if you weren't there with one simple word
Forever
even when we fought you would always come back
we thought our love was forever but i guess forever isn't really that long

i wish i could say i was fine
i wish i didn't push people away
i was i cared a little less
but the truth is i care so much
more than anyone would ever guess
i push people away to try and spare my self but it never works
that's why i'm not fine and i may never be fine again

Cant you hear?
I am speaking.
you never did before.
it's time you start listening.
I have a lot on my mind but when I go to say it you say
"hold on this will only take a second"
Cant you hear?
sometimes i'm hurting
But you? No, everyone else is more important.
Cant you see my eyes?
i need you!
you should know but you never care to look
It hurts to be ignored.
so when you need me i'm going to close the door.
I'll leave you out to dry like you did to me.
Maybe someday you might finally see.