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368 · Dec 2013
Dreaming
Emily Dec 2013
My favorite activity is dreaming
Because that's when you're mine
10 words.

© Peyton 2013
366 · Sep 2013
Best Friends
Emily Sep 2013
I hate not being around you
I could talk with you for hours
Just lay around
And feel you near
Your breaths
They're something I feel and hear
Feel them under my hands
As your stomach moves up and down
The warmth of our bodies
Radiates heat
The tension rises
A sheet of love overcomes us
The silence is overridden
With this feeling of lust
And heavy desire
Our love is a must
It takes us higher
Spending every day with you
Is my ultimate joy
This will last forever
This can't come to an end
It'll work out
Because we started out
As best friends
My best friend and I finally get our time :)

© Peyton 2013
365 · Sep 2013
Out Of This World
Emily Sep 2013
It's honestly hard for me to breathe
When I'm not around you
I sit in my seat
And fidget the day through

When we have errands to run
And things to do
It isn't fun
Unless I'm with you

I think about you constantly
Wanting to express myself
What you mean to me
Is something grand all by itself

You mean the world to me
And so much more
You're everything I dream
We have lots of happiness in store

I use up any and every excuse
To come see you and talk with you
Everything about you is my muse
You're the thing I'm most attached to

You intoxicate me
With your wet kisses
You turn me into a druggie
Your flavor is delicious

You're out of this world
You're from another planet
I love being your girl
Your love is mine
No one else can have it
© Peyton 2013
365 · Dec 2013
I Hope
Emily Dec 2013
I hope one day
I wake up
And we're lovers again
11 words.

© Peyton 2013
363 · Dec 2013
For The Best
Emily Dec 2013
I'm completely hollow
From giving my all
There's nothing left
But me feeling small
I couldn't give more
Even if I tried
You ruined me
With all those lies
I'm sitting here
Getting over you
Can't ******* wait
Until this is through
With you out of my life
I'm a lot less stressed
And that's how I know
This is for the best
Written about two weeks ago.

© Peyton 2013
362 · Jul 2013
Consumption
Emily Jul 2013
You consume me
I can't even sit down,
Without having to drown,
In thoughts of you.

I want you with me,
So I can hear you breathe,
And never watch you leave,
From my side.

This sounds generic,
I'm no writer,
Or a nail biter,
But it's all I do, because of you.

I want to love you,
And show you the world,
Such a beautiful girl,
Who deserves it all.

You're so perfect,
I guess I'll just have to wait,
And leave it up to fate,
That one day I may have you.
© Peyton 2013.
358 · Sep 2013
Ultimate Pleasure
Emily Sep 2013
You make me feel the greatest feelings
I've ever felt
Whether I'm right next to you
Or thinking about you
The sensations I feel
Hardly even seem real
Because they're so strong
My stomach is in knots
I'm almost brought to tears
I haven't felt this in years
This is so powerful
I'm so in love with you
I can hardly contain it
You're everything I think about
You're the one I can't live without
You're all I'll ever want
And I don't mean to be blunt
But I can barely contain this feeling
You've really got me believing
That this ultimate pleasure
Is going to last forever
© Peyton 2013
353 · Nov 2013
Good For Nothing
Emily Nov 2013
I should stay away
Not good for anything anyway
That's why I'm never chosen
Ever
15 words.

© Peyton 2013
351 · Nov 2013
Be Gone
Emily Nov 2013
The past few months I’ve been living a life
Different from any life I’ve ever known
I go every day completely absorbed
In the wrong thing, the wrong person
How is it that I have been brought to here?
I wish I never would have done
What I did
Because then I wouldn’t be
Where I am
I’ve always been a lover
I’ve always known deep love
But this love, this is different
I don’t know if it is good or bad
But mostly, it brings me heartache
They say love ultimately brings happiness
Well not for me
I’ve broken people’s hearts
And I’ve had my heart broken
What about brokenness
Brings happiness?
Does anything ever last?
You don’t miss me
You miss the feelings I used to give you
No one ever showed you a love such as mine
Where did your love even go?
Mine stays sitting right here
Right in its chair
In the corner of my heart
And the crevices of my mind
Lingering and slowly fading away
I really want it to stay
But if it is just left there to be alone
It will eventually
Be gone
And I am afraid that that
Is what has already begun
To happen
I won't beg, but I feel like begging.

© Peyton 2013
350 · Jan 2014
Nothing
Emily Jan 2014
You mean nothing to me
All you're good for
Is some ****** poetry
© Peyton 2013
347 · Nov 2013
Only Dark
Emily Nov 2013
I've been feeling a pain
That is foreign to me
I've never felt it before
It's not something I could foresee

It's nothing like a scratch
A bruise, or a cut
It's more like an everlasting
Weight in my gut

My heart, it bleeds
My stomach simultaneously aches
I am always weighed down
By what seems like a mountain of mistakes

Appears as though my actions & words
Have had an irreversible affect
While most of them are good
They don't seem to garner respect

I've hit an all time low
From the emptiness I possess
I used to feel so alive
Now life can only regress

I used to have a purpose
I've lost the thing that makes me spark
The light hurts my eyes
Because now it's only dark
I'm not going to try anymore.

© Peyton 2013
345 · Dec 2013
Enough
Emily Dec 2013
The thought of you disliking me in any capacity is enough to destroy me from the inside out

To think that you believe that who I am is fake, or that I lie, is enough to drive me insane

And to know that you don't care much about having anything to do with me is enough to drive me to the edge
© Peyton 2013
344 · Nov 2013
Goodbye
Emily Nov 2013
It's hard to say goodbye
But it's a whole lot better than living a lie
15 words.

© Peyton 2013
341 · Dec 2013
Refuse To Post
Emily Dec 2013
I've written a lot lately
Poems I refuse to post
Not really sure why
But it's her that bothers me most
I don't feel comfortable
Not with anything I say
I just wish I could erase my memory
And stop going back to those days
The betters ones
When things were different
When I wrote love poems
But now everything, I resent
Maybe I'll disappear
To where I can't be reached
At least not by the one
Who keeps me out of reach
To everyone, I'm distant
Cold all the way to the bone
This love will soon turn to hate
But even then I'll still be alone
© Peyton 2013
336 · Sep 2013
His Heart
Emily Sep 2013
Your heart
Is something I have fought for
Is something so beautiful
And now that I have it
I'm never letting it go

Your heart
It's so big
Yet so small
Only let certain people in
That really high wall

Your heart
Is so fragile
Love is new to it
It makes you a little hostile
When you experience it

Your heart
Is scared of the possibilities
Is scared of the unknown
But you can trust me
I'll treat it carefully

Your heart
It's like you are hollow in there
You never give it away
But I know better
I've made it through

I've seen the beauty
That resides inside
I've seen the depth
Where your feelings reside
I've seen it all, baby

I love it when you tell me
"Never stop"
"Never stop giving it"
"Never stop coming around"
It's like you need my love so much
Just like I need yours
It's a beautiful reciprocal arrangement
You're my favorite thing to love
Thank you
For opening up
© Peyton 2013
325 · Sep 2013
So Fresh, So New
Emily Sep 2013
You inspire me on a daily basis
I stare at you
And can't believe
How handsome your face is

Hearing you speak
Is like music to my ears
But hearing you sing
I could do that for years

You have a voice of an angel
To match your beautiful soul
You make me happy
The queen of your heart is my goal

We're so in sync
Our minds are on the same page
I can read you like a book
I set you free from your cage

Since the beginning
You had caught my eye
I always knew
That you were my kind of guy

I'm your leading lady
As well as your best friend
I knew we'd end up
Together in the end

Still so fresh
Still so new
But I know one day
I'll be in love with you
© Peyton 2013
324 · Nov 2013
Never True
Emily Nov 2013
I forgive you
Because I am better
Than you
But I won't let you in
Because you are
Never true
© Peyton 2013
324 · Jul 2013
3 A.M.
Emily Jul 2013
It's 3 A.M.
And I want you in my bed
Rather than in my head

But I'd take that any day
Just to have you in my life
Is like a world with
no
strife

You're like an angel to me
You make my worries disappear
It's gotten to the point where I have
no
fear

You make me feel so good
I only hope to do the same
I hope you know this is
not
a
game
© Peyton 2013
320 · Oct 2013
Lovely
Emily Oct 2013
You are lovely
Better than
Anything
In this whole world
10 words

© Peyton 2013
318 · Dec 2013
Real Love
Emily Dec 2013
I know you don't love me
You love him
Or you love her
Whoever it is
That always captures your attention
But just know
That whenever you want
Real love
I'll be here
© Peyton 2013
315 · Nov 2013
Hate Me
Emily Nov 2013
You can hate me
I don't really
Give a ****
10 words.

© Peyton 2013
313 · Dec 2013
As It Should Be
Emily Dec 2013
I get his texts
I see his face
I feel his arms around me
And in those moments
That's when I know my life
Is exactly as it should be
Short n stupid but I love him a lot.

© Peyton 2013
313 · Nov 2013
Human
Emily Nov 2013
I don't have a solution for everything
I'm only human
10 words.

© Peyton 2013
307 · Dec 2013
Something It's Not
Emily Dec 2013
It's funny how now you feel the need to hide
When you were the one
Trying to seep into my life
Don't try and turn this situation
Into something it's not
© Peyton 2013
305 · Sep 2013
Finally
Emily Sep 2013
I'm in love with you, best friend
You complete me
You're the best guy I'll ever meet
The only one I make time for
Forget all the rest
We've already passed this test
The test of time
Now you are mine
And there is nothing in the way
© Peyton 2013
304 · Nov 2013
Bye
Emily Nov 2013
Bye
You are not here for me
So why should I
Be here for you
I have people
Who think I'm good enough
So why waste time
On one who makes it rough
It's so difficult
But I'm done with being isolated
So why love you
When your love is so jaded
Hate to say it
But every day
I feel us breaking
And that's no way
To live a life
So I guess
This is goodbye
Written about a week ago. Unfortunately it still rings true.

© Peyton 2013
300 · Nov 2013
Sorry
Emily Nov 2013
I'm sorry for coming onto you
Much too strong
I know that it's wrong
I should keep my distance
It's just hard to practice resistance
But I'll try for you
Cuz there's nothin left for me to do
© Peyton 2013
299 · Jul 2013
Oh Well
Emily Jul 2013
Ben will never love me or want me
And he won't even want me a little bit unless I am "skinny"
I've lost hope completely.
He's all I want in life and I can't have him.
Oh well?
© Peyton 2013
297 · Dec 2013
Tragic
Emily Dec 2013
We started off tragic
And we ended that way too
10 words.

© Peyton 2013
297 · Nov 2013
The Same
Emily Nov 2013
You can help one or many
Solve plenty of issues
But make sure you
Surround yourself
With those who'd do the same
© Peyton 2013
291 · Sep 2013
In Need
Emily Sep 2013
you're like the ******' sun
on a rainy day
i miss you
is all i want to say
loving you
is the only way

i wish i had you
twenty four seven
because being around you
is like heaven
you're all i think about
that is my confession

i want you all the time
i want you to be mine
please, let's go back
i hate that you're the one i lack
© Peyton 2013
288 · Oct 2013
Game
Emily Oct 2013
I can't stand the silence between us
Make some ******* noise
Do you even care?
Seriously can't handle these mixed signals
Pick a ******* side
I will always play the
He loves me
He loves me not
Game
Because it's always a ******* game with people
And it seems like I always lose
Well, not this time
© Peyton 2013
283 · Oct 2013
What Are We?
Emily Oct 2013
Our relationship confuses me
We're back and forth
And it's hard to see
When this will start
When this will end
Are you my lover
Or just my best friend?
© Peyton 2013
270 · Aug 2013
Over It
Emily Aug 2013
Maybe I should stop giving a ****
Maybe that would better my luck
© Peyton 2013
267 · Oct 2013
Questions
Emily Oct 2013
Are you ashamed of me?
Do you truly care for me?
What does this mean?
Where is your heart?
Am I in it?
Where is your mind?
Am I on it?
© Peyton 2013
267 · Oct 2013
I Must Be Insane
Emily Oct 2013
I feel like crying
Sometimes
I feel like dying
Sometimes
My stomach drops
Sometimes
Feels like my heart stops
Sometimes
Don't know why I'm this way
Sometimes
Wish it would get the **** away
Sometimes
Can't even handle my brain
Sometimes
I must be insane
All the time
© Peyton 2013
266 · Nov 2013
Like A Queen
Emily Nov 2013
Feeling guilty
For slightly straying
Away from you
But I won't do that
Anymore
Your love is what
I'm here for
You treat me
Like a queen
© Peyton 2013
265 · Oct 2013
Loop Holes
Emily Oct 2013
There are so many
Loop holes
To your love
It's hard to determine
What it's made of
Can't tell if it's
For real
Sometimes I think
You try to conceal
What we have
Or maybe just me
All I know is
Without it
I can't breathe
I wish I could look
Inside your heart
But I can't
I only hope
That this is not
A game
You're real to me
I cherish you
Don't stray from me
Can't lose you
Again...
I love you.

© Peyton 2013
263 · Nov 2013
How Good
Emily Nov 2013
I know how good I am
I know how good you're not
Short and to the point.

© Peyton 2013
252 · Sep 2013
Peace
Emily Sep 2013
I'm not bitter
I've got nothing to say
I've said all I can
I'm spent out of words
My mind is clear
With thoughts
On the real
The sun outside
That's something I can feel
© Peyton 2013
241 · Oct 2013
Not Again
Emily Oct 2013
I can't play this scary game of love
Not again
10 words

Scared of rejection, scared of loss, scared of games.

© Peyton 2013
237 · Oct 2013
It's Simple
Emily Oct 2013
Can't help but fall
More in love
With the one
Who gives me
His heart
15 words.

© Peyton 2013
237 · Nov 2013
Up
Emily Nov 2013
Up
We meet all kinds of people
In the walks of life
I've already met the worst one
I've nowhere to go but up
© Peyton 2013
234 · Nov 2013
Set Us Free
Emily Nov 2013
Part of me wants
To set you free
Not only for you
But also for me
Maybe what we have
Isn't all that special
It never even was
Really that official
© Peyton 2013
231 · Oct 2013
For You, My Darling
Emily Oct 2013
It's been a while
Since I've made you smile
And now that I can again
I am left remembering
How I love the things you do
And how I want to love on you
I remember all the feelings I got
It was my heart that you caught
You captivated me with your mind
It was something I couldn't leave behind
You stole me away with your soul
Gaining your love was my goal
Not to mention all your beauty
In and out, you're perfect to me
I want to show you that every day
I'm always trying to find a way
I love you much, better believe it
I tell you now, one day you'll see it
© Peyton 2013
213 · Nov 2013
Nothing To You
Emily Nov 2013
You mean well
But you make me feel
Like I'm worth
Absolutely nothing to you
15 words.

© Peyton 2013
210 · Nov 2013
Next To You
Emily Nov 2013
All I want to do
Is be next to you
10 words

© Peyton 2013
206 · Sep 2013
What I Like
Emily Sep 2013
My desperate need
Makes me feel like an addict
But that's what I like
Haiku

© Peyton 2013

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