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Emily Dec 2013
I need a twelve step program
But not to stop any substance abuse
Rather, to stop a love that I can't seem to let go of
© Peyton 2013
Emily Dec 2013
It's my birthday today
I turn 22
I don't feel like I'm very
Put together
I was born in '91
On a Friday, on the 13th
I guess I'm not that lucky
And I might never be
In my short 22 years
I've seen death
I've seen drugs
I've seen poverty & struggle
I've seen depression
In my short 22 years
I've seen prosperity
I've seen happiness
I've seen love
I've seen success
Life is all about the journey
The ride you take
It's all about the ups and the downs
And all the obstacles
My 22 year old self
Will live to be
Smarter, stronger
Better, kinder
I'm determined to not let
This year go to waste
Maybe this time next year
I will feel more
Put together
© Peyton 2013
Emily Dec 2013
I like the different months
How each one brings new experiences
And holds the birth of those
That mean the most to me

Like January
Bringing in a new year
And a fresh start
Just as my father taught me
Out with the old, in with the new

And February
How it reminds us of love
Filling our hearts with joy
Just as my best friend
Does for me daily

Along comes March
Oh, **** and brilliant March
The start of a new season
Just like she sparked something new
Inside of me

Followed by April
Bright and colorful April
Showers water the flowers
Just like my soul sister and I
Relish in fun times together

Next is May
Shiny and strong like the sun
Marks the beginning of summer
My brother and I kayak
And bond in the deep heat of Texas

After May is June
Marking the longest daylight hours
Of the whole year
My mother is a June baby
And she is my light in the dark, my pearl

Scorching July rolls through
Fast paced and chaotic
The peak of summer
I recall Camp Longhorn
And all the girls I got to enjoy it with

Autumn begins with bold August
School commences
New opportunities arise
Who better to experience them with
Than my favorite twins

September arrives
Wake me up when it ends
This month reminds me of how
I no longer have my best friend
Once always older than me
Now it is I who takes the lead

October brings orange and deep reds
Soothing hot tea and cuddles
Almost as soothing as both my grandparents
My true greatest examples
Of what it's like to be a warrior

Thankful for November
The time to reflect over the year
Thankful for being alive
Thankful for all who was ever born
And blessed my life

And last but not least
December
Oh what a weird time
Since the birthday celebrated this month
Is mine
Wanted to do something more creative than usual. Not sure how creative this was but the idea just came to me. Each month represents something and someone important to me. Hope you enjoyed it.

© Peyton 2013
Emily Dec 2013
If only you knew
About all the secrets
Your sister so sneakily
Hides from you
Like the ones she has
About me
© Peyton 2013
Emily Dec 2013
I get his texts
I see his face
I feel his arms around me
And in those moments
That's when I know my life
Is exactly as it should be
Short n stupid but I love him a lot.

© Peyton 2013
Emily Dec 2013
I'm completely hollow
From giving my all
There's nothing left
But me feeling small
I couldn't give more
Even if I tried
You ruined me
With all those lies
I'm sitting here
Getting over you
Can't ******* wait
Until this is through
With you out of my life
I'm a lot less stressed
And that's how I know
This is for the best
Written about two weeks ago.

© Peyton 2013
Emily Dec 2013
When will I ever be free from the ******* that is this terrible unrequited love
15 words.

© Peyton 2013
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