We started off tragic
And we ended that way too

Despite every morning
Feeling anger and sadness
Regret and disgust
I still remember feeling
All of the lust

It's hard to interpret
Exactly what I want
My feelings are so mixed
One day I'm longing for you
The next day I'm ******

I read people well
I have always known
Where your heart resides
It's never been with me
I'm not sure why I even tried

You're not the only one
That I've ever loved
But I feel such a strong attraction
That I've never felt
Towards someone so foreign

You have such a perfect face
Your eyes hypnotize
And your lips tease
Your whole entire body
Gets me begging you "please"

I firmly believe for as long as I live
That I will always want you
Your heart, body, and soul
You're my only weakness
You'll always be a part of my whole

Sometimes I sit on my bed
Looking at your picture
Your smiling face
Your bright eyes
Oh how wonderful
You made my life

Sometimes I cry & put on Pink Floyd
We used to listen together
About life and struggles
We would talk deeply
We were the only deep ones
That's right, just you and me

Sometimes I wonder where your spirit has gone
Are you soaring in nature?
Are you smiling down from heaven?
That beautiful smile I miss so much
How I wish to see your face
How I wish for one last touch

Sometimes I feel my memories start to fade
But all it takes is a smell
Or a song, maybe an image
And they all rush back to me
At times it can feel so real
Can't believe I lost you completely

Your death is my reminder
To never waste a second
I love you my best friend, my lover
And I'll always long for you
And I'll always cherish all
That we ever went through