I remember the hot summer days
When I’d spend every minute
Talking to you
But those sunny days weren’t as hot
As our love dates for two

I remember when I was everything you wanted
And the only thing you needed
To put a smile on your face
And the times when you’d miss me
Even if I was away shortly

I remember how good I felt
Knowing you felt the same way
I still drift away from reality
To just relish in a brief flashback
Recalling how lovely of an arrangement it was

I remember how you used to lean on me
And call on me for comfort and solace
It made me feel so powerful
And loved and appreciated
I wouldn’t trade it for anything

I remember when you thought I was yours
For the taking, forever
How I wish you’d take me now
And still think of me as your love
And even as your soulmate

I remember your words to me
And how much you cared
And how deeply you loved me
It was so magical and so rare
I was so happy, you took me there

And I remember when it ended
When my heart crushed not in two
But in a thousand pieces
Scattered everywhere, some are missing
Now I can’t put it all together again

I guess I'm not as great
As people really say I am
Because if I truly was
Wouldn't loving me be their plan?

It's odd and confusing
When people tell you they love you
But don't even want to talk
Or interact like they used to

Embarrassment is an understatement
When they tell you it's them
We all know that's a lie
A cop out, you win

There comes a certain point
You have to dust off your hands
Get rid of the past
And make different plans

I don't want to feel love
I don't want to feel hate
I'll just hand over the reigns of life
And leave it up to fate

I am so tired of feeling this way
Hopefully one day soon
Waking up won't be impossible
For now my only friend is the moon