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Emily Nov 2013
I wish I could hate you
And get rid of all these feelings
I wish I'd never met you
All it does is make me crazy
I'm an obsessed freak
I wish I didn't care at all
And that you never crossed my mind
Rather than constantly be
My number one thought
It torments my brain
I don't understand where my feelings stem from
You're not even in my life
Not even a little bit
So why do I always find myself
Sitting around thinking about only you
It's really not fair
I pray every day that these feelings may one day fade
It only cause me heartache and pain
I've never felt so emotionally dissatisfied in my life
It will be a miracle if this ever leaves me
But miracles can happen, right?
I just want to reverse back time
And never even learn your name
But I guess things happen for a reason
Now I'll never be the same
© Peyton 2013
Emily Nov 2013
I should stay away
Not good for anything anyway
That's why I'm never chosen
Ever
15 words.

© Peyton 2013
Emily Nov 2013
Some people are insecure
About their ****** features
Their nose
Their eyes
Their chin
Their ears
Their mouth
Maybe others are insecure
With their body type
Perhaps they don't like
Their arms
Their legs
Their ****
Their chest
Their stomach
And so on
A few are destined to hate
Their distraught mind
The one that makes them go
Nuts
Their thoughts get them in trouble
With themselves
With their family
With their friends
With their peers
Some folk tend to really
Self critique
Self judge
Self hate
To the point of destruction
I wish some people could realize
That they're beautiful in another person's eyes
And the things that they hate
Are the things we others love
I'm guilty too.

© Peyton 2013
Emily Nov 2013
You are so sweet
Like peaches
In the summer time
10 words.

© Peyton 2013
Emily Nov 2013
I know
I am the best lover
You've never had
10 words.

© Peyton 2013
Emily Nov 2013
Last night I saved you
From going to jail
Although it was scary
I knew you were a violent male

You have some major
Growing up to do
The whole world does not
Live, think, talk like you

A nice man approached me
To ask me a question
You immediately got violent
And started to punch him

It was in front of
His young & innocent son
How dare you act on violence
In the presence of a young one

You assaulted a man
It was incredibly immature
You're brutal and a savage
Your heart is so impure

The real world doesn't function
Like your violent movies & music
There's a thing called civility
You need to learn how to use it

You say this is a red flag
For most women, well,
I'm included in that category
And last night was hell

I saw the side of you
That I try to contain
But I guess I need to learn
That some people can't change
Last night this middle aged man and his son innocently approached me to ask me a question. My friend went crazy and started to attack this man for NO reason, right in front of his young son. I had to force my friend off of this man and thankfully, the man didn't call the cops. I yelled at my friend and made him apologize to the man and his son. I feel horrible for them both, but especially the boy who was most definitely traumatized by my friend's actions. My friend has a history of being prone to violent behavior. He has some mental issues but none justify his actions. I am trying to teach him that that is NOT normal and that resorting to violence is never the answer. One can't just lay their hands on someone for NOTHING. Honestly, truly scared. Next time my friend won't be so lucky.

© Peyton 2013
Emily Nov 2013
You're so ****
I know it's a fact
Because my wild
Imagination
Tells me so
I want you so bad.

© Peyton 2013
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