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Emily Nov 2013
I forgive you
Because I am better
Than you
But I won't let you in
Because you are
Never true
© Peyton 2013
Emily Nov 2013
As the weather changes
So does my mind state
The colder it gets
The more I feel great

Fall is upon us
Winter is soon to follow
And during these months
I feel less hollow

Bundling up
And drinking hot tea
Makes for a calming day to day
Always feeling free

Scarf around my neck
Hoodie over my head
Nothing to do
Except cuddle in bed

Weather is powerful
It can change moods
I let it work its magic
Only hope it alludes

It's the time to reflect
During this time of year
On all we've been blessed with
With that, our purpose becomes clear

Only love, laughter, and joy
Cancel out the negative
Appreciate what surrounds you
And everything is positive

I can't quite express
What weather does
But it changes something in me
And I'm filled with love

Nature is a beautiful thing
Insanely under appreciated
But it's something I cherish
Because my peace it created
© Peyton 2013
Emily Nov 2013
Trust is broken
Your words misspoken
But now my eyes are open
For you I feel no emotion
You're a liar
And a thief
I've lost desire
What a relief
You have no clue
Of what you've wasted
But I always knew
I wasn't appreciated
It's all my fault
Buying all of your crap
You're full of ****
And I hate that
I will not make
The same mistake
Don't even attempt
To make amends
I am finished
Giving myself freely
Go torture someone else
I'm done with you completely
© Peyton 2013
Emily Nov 2013
I sleep soundly
With him beside me
Almost every night
We hold each other tight
There's nothing that I lack
I know he has my back
He is so generous
God has a plan for us
It's a beautiful thing
When he talks about a ring
Calls me his spouse
Wants to buy me a house
This is perfect, this is rare
He's my soulmate, this I swear
Our love is strong
It's based off our bond
A best friendship
Evolved into
A dream relationship
Thank you God
For such a blessing
Almost 6 years strong :)

© Peyton 2013
Emily Nov 2013
My dreams are haunted
With only one thought
My soul has rotted
I'm alone and distraught

My heart feels cold
From all it has lost
The love you withhold
Is worth no cost

It causes me pain
When I'm left in the dark
Makes it feel like a game
You've sure left your mark

Your imprint will stick
On my heart forever
I won't fall for this trick
Not again, not ever

It feels as though
A heavy brick is on my heart
Misery and woe
My humanity departs

I can't stand the idea
Of you anymore
I wish for amnesia
And the power to ignore

You've lied too much
And I must let go
I'm releasing the clutch
I have never felt so low
© Peyton 2013
Emily Nov 2013
Feeling guilty
For slightly straying
Away from you
But I won't do that
Anymore
Your love is what
I'm here for
You treat me
Like a queen
© Peyton 2013
Emily Nov 2013
Bye
Numbness
It feels nice
In comparison
To the ****
You made me feel
On purpose
15 words

© Peyton 2013
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