I wonder where we would be
If you hadn't died

Wanting to live a different life
Is the hardest obstacle to overcome
Because it's impossible
You're stuck in the body you've been given
You're stuck in the mind that feels like a prison
There's no way out
Just pure misery
Loneliness and doubt
Not only do I hate myself
But everyone around me
Doesn't seem to give a ****
If I just disappeared
That would actually be good luck
Constantly feeling like I'm sick
Makes every day a living hell
My heart's in my stomach
That's not where it belongs
I can tell
The dissatisfaction life brings
Almost seems like a joke
Is this a ******* nightmare?
Excuse me while I choke
Tomorrow will be the same
No hope, no love
Only bitterness and shame
My want to escape
Is stronger than my want
For even the finest things
If only I could just
Disappear

Have no fear
Don't hold back
There are things
I don't want us to lack

Even though it's strange
Our relationship's our own
Unique and one of a kind
Feel the love down to my bone

You've shown me a new world
Given me wonder & excitement
Every day is a mystery
All I want is to explore it

I believe I'll never tire
Of you and all you offer
You spark interest every day
You never are a bother

Wish there wasn't distance
Physical and emotional
For you, I'll practice patience
Our love is not disposable

My heart feels something special
Just for you, my love
It'll never go away
You fit me like a glove

So I hope you're ready
To give me what you got
'Cause I'm coming after you
I like you a whole lot

All I want to do
Is be next to you