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Emily Oct 2013
I can't stand the silence between us
Make some ******* noise
Do you even care?
Seriously can't handle these mixed signals
Pick a ******* side
I will always play the
He loves me
He loves me not
Game
Because it's always a ******* game with people
And it seems like I always lose
Well, not this time
© Peyton 2013
Emily Oct 2013
I wish for one minute
I could stop thinking about you
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Emily Oct 2013
I practically always feel so unattractive
Don't even feel worthy of being approached by people
What a tragedy
I'm always feeling unequal
In comparison to my peers
I feel like I'll never be enough
And that's one of my biggest fears
My adolescence was no help
It ruined me
Made me think I'd have nothing else
I gave up on myself
And let my emotions control me
I drowned in my own consciousness
Now my mind will never be free
I keep hoping for the day
When I'm courageous enough
To follow through with what I say
But again and again
I'm submersed in my weakness
I'm brought back to the start
Thinking *I really need this
© Peyton 2013
Emily Sep 2013
I'll smoke this cigarette
And think of you
My one regret
Wish I could forget
One day I will
And that'll be a sad day for you
© Peyton 2013
Emily Sep 2013
I smile and sit
Act polite and real
You went ape ****
Lost all your appeal
Your loss
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Emily Sep 2013
I kind of really hate you
Sometimes I try to convince myself that I don't
But nah
I think I do
You're so cold
And so rude
Not sure how you live like that
Every day with so much hate
Holding onto grudges
Holding onto the past
Like it's the only thing you have

You need a talking to
You think you're so smart
And so well rounded
But you honestly know nothing
You're not even grounded
Thinking you can do as you please
And say everything you think
C'mon, put a filter on that mouth
Not everyone values your opinion
After all, you're still a child
Dependent upon others
Maybe when you can hold your own
And make a name for yourself
Can you then walk around like you
Own the place
But until then, shut up
Life isn't a race
Life isn't a game
Grow the **** up
You stupid *****
Just a little vent.

© Peyton 2013
Emily Sep 2013
My desperate need
Makes me feel like an addict
But that's what I like
Haiku

© Peyton 2013
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