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Emily Sep 2013
You make me feel the greatest feelings
I've ever felt
Whether I'm right next to you
Or thinking about you
The sensations I feel
Hardly even seem real
Because they're so strong
My stomach is in knots
I'm almost brought to tears
I haven't felt this in years
This is so powerful
I'm so in love with you
I can hardly contain it
You're everything I think about
You're the one I can't live without
You're all I'll ever want
And I don't mean to be blunt
But I can barely contain this feeling
You've really got me believing
That this ultimate pleasure
Is going to last forever
© Peyton 2013
Emily Sep 2013
I love the rain
It's so calming
Watching it fall
Watching it pour
I could sit there for hours
Wanting nothing more

I love the rain
It's so peaceful
The sound of the droplets
Hit the pavement
And you watch it
Wash away the dirt

I love the rain
It's so cleansing
All the water comes down
Drowning out the sorrow
Alleviating your tomorrow
Giving you hope

I love the rain
It's healing to witness
The way it's free
The way it reveals all honesty
Makes me take a nap
To unwind and unwrap

I love the rain
It reminds me of better times
Of times past
Spent huddled around a fire
During autumn days
Surrounded by family
It makes me think quietly
I reflect and I'm grateful
Suddenly
Life doesn't seem that painful
© Peyton 2013
Emily Sep 2013
I'm so ******* angry
When I think of the drugs
That took you away
When I think of the first joint you innocently smoked
Which led to the abuse of triple c's
Which led to the abuse of alcohol
Which led to the selling and abuse of *******
Which led to the abuse of ******
Which ultimately led to
Your death

What if I could have saved you
What if I had said something
Or done something
Differently
I was always there for you
You were always there for me
We were each other's constant
I made you strong
You made me strong
Our love
Made us weak
A sweet weakness
I was the queen of your heart
Buzzed off our love
Nirvana was our jam
But then, just like that
Bam
You were gone
And now my life is ******
My best friend, my true love
Is away from me
In the heavens I know he'll be
Can't wait to see you again
My Charlie
Rest In Peace, Birthday Boy.
9/28/1991-1/21/2012
© Peyton 2013
Emily Sep 2013
It's your birthday today
The big 2-2
Too bad I can't even celebrate with you

You were always the older one
The wiser one
The stronger one
It should have been you that survived the test of life
Now I am here, trying to figure out the meaning of all of this
Will I ever?

It's your birthday today
So I'll light some candles
And sip on a drink
It's almost too much to handle
I can't even think
Only about you
And how you're not with me
Wanting you around
That would set me free
But no
I'm so young
And have so much life left to live
Without you
Hopefully I can do it
I don't think so
But the thought of you
And our love that never died
Somehow gets me through
This life

On the other side
That's where we'll meet
It'll be a beautiful thing
Catching up on a love seat
Happy Birthday to the one person who made me feel worthy of everything. I know you're celebrating in Heaven. I love you, Charlie. RIP.

© Peyton 2013
Emily Sep 2013
I'm afraid that...
No other man will treat me like you did
No other man will make me feel appreciated

I'm afraid that...
No other man will say to me the sweet things
Sweet and sincere, your words, they gave me wings

I'm afraid that...
Without your love, I'll always suffer
In this crazy world, I'll find no other lover

I'm afraid that...
No other man will want me with as much passion
No other man will look at me with such attraction

I'm afraid that...
I'll never find "the one" for as long as my days
Can't believe it was you who left us here in a daze

I'm afraid that...
My confusion and sadness will never part from me
And that I'll always live my life so angrily

I'm afraid that...
My one true soulmate has passed on
And I'm here remembering our times all alone

I'm afraid that...
No other man will be able to stitch up my heart
The way you did, it was like a form of art

I hope to see you on the other side
Till then I will just pass my time
Staring at the sun
Staring at the moon
You'll always be my number one
Visit me in my dreams soon
His birthday is tomorrow. Wish he was here. RIP my angel.

© Peyton 2013
Emily Sep 2013
When you kiss me
It releases me
From the chains
That bind my brain

I get this feeling
It's like I'm healing
Can't get enough
End up wanting it rough

Your touch is intoxicating
Your taste is levitating
I could do this all day
I always want to stay

It takes me so high
Even feels like I have died
And gone to heaven
In our own love haven

The feeling I get
Feels like we fit
In the pit of my stomach
Warm like I'm sipping Malbec

Your lips fit perfectly with mine
The sensation I get is so divine
I want these moments to last forever
I want you wherever, whenever

I look into your eyes
You're better than the other guys
Such a beautiful affair
Perfect and rare
© Peyton 2013
Emily Sep 2013
Your heart
Is something I have fought for
Is something so beautiful
And now that I have it
I'm never letting it go

Your heart
It's so big
Yet so small
Only let certain people in
That really high wall

Your heart
Is so fragile
Love is new to it
It makes you a little hostile
When you experience it

Your heart
Is scared of the possibilities
Is scared of the unknown
But you can trust me
I'll treat it carefully

Your heart
It's like you are hollow in there
You never give it away
But I know better
I've made it through

I've seen the beauty
That resides inside
I've seen the depth
Where your feelings reside
I've seen it all, baby

I love it when you tell me
"Never stop"
"Never stop giving it"
"Never stop coming around"
It's like you need my love so much
Just like I need yours
It's a beautiful reciprocal arrangement
You're my favorite thing to love
Thank you
For opening up
© Peyton 2013
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