Dear Best Friend,
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
Not a day goes by that I'm not affected by the loss of you
You were everything to me
My confidant
My best friend
My rock
My right hand
My soul mate
My lover
Not a day goes by where I don't think "what if"
Not a day goes by where all of the memories and times we shared cross my mind
Not a day goes by where I wish those times we could multiply
Not a day goes by that I don't think of the possibilities our love once possessed
Not a day goes by where I'm not somewhat filled with regret
What if I could have saved you
From your evil addiction
The addiction which took your life
Away from me
Away from everyone
You were supposed to live long
We were supposed to do so many things together
Now I am left in the dark
Wondering if I'll ever recover
Losing you is the hardest thing I'll ever have to deal with
Losing you is something I'll never understand
You'll always have a special place in my heart
And I know you'd want me to be happy
But sometimes I get so angry
I just want you with me
I miss you

It's honestly hard for me to breathe
When I'm not around you
I sit in my seat
And fidget the day through

When we have errands to run
And things to do
It isn't fun
Unless I'm with you

I think about you constantly
Wanting to express myself
What you mean to me
Is something grand all by itself

You mean the world to me
And so much more
You're everything I dream
We have lots of happiness in store

I use up any and every excuse
To come see you and talk with you
Everything about you is my muse
You're the thing I'm most attached to

You intoxicate me
With your wet kisses
You turn me into a druggie
Your flavor is delicious

You're out of this world
You're from another planet
I love being your girl
Your love is mine
No one else can have it