It's not fair
That I am feeling this
That I lay next to him
And think of you

It's not fair
That you are once again
Residing in my mind
A place I pushed you out of
So long ago

It's not fair
That this hurts me
When I know it shouldn't

It's not fair
That you told me it would never happen
But it happened with her

Sunrises have always burned my eyes
Set fire to the blinds that block them
Burrow past my eyelids
Forcing them open

I have always fought sunrises
From making me rise before I'm ready
Starting a day that will seem endless and empty
Until I fell in love with you

I am restless for sunrises
Because the night is over
And I can roll over to see you smiling at me
And I can fall in love with you all over again

The scariest thing I ever did




Was let you in