Sunrises have always burned my eyes
Set fire to the blinds that block them
Burrow past my eyelids
Forcing them open

I have always fought sunrises
From making me rise before I'm ready
Starting a day that will seem endless and empty
Until I fell in love with you

I am restless for sunrises
Because the night is over
And I can roll over to see you smiling at me
And I can fall in love with you all over again

The scariest thing I ever did




Was let you in

It's not fair
That I am feeling this
That I lay next to him
And think of you

It's not fair
That you are once again
Residing in my mind
A place I pushed you out of
So long ago

It's not fair
That this hurts me
When I know it shouldn't

It's not fair
That you told me it would never happen
But it happened with her