I think the reason I like using pens
Is that
They offer a sense of finality
And it's harder to change what I said

And if I make a mistake,
Well,
That's fine by me
I'm not ashamed of my mistakes
I won't hide them
I am out there for the world to see,
Mistakes and all

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A lion may roar,
While the wind whispers,
And who can understand the leaves?

Nature creates a symphony...
It is up to you to find the beat.

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My body is a temple,
Wherein somebody defaced the walls,
Tore down the statues,
And ****** on the altars,
spraying black paint everywhere.
And - ah me!
I was overwhelmed by it all and I let it get to me, I did nothing.
Nothing at all, for the longest time

But one day, I had a glimmer of hope
And then I had two
And I had more and more
So I got up, and I cleaned my temple,
repaired it,
And - oh!
How it gleams in the sun, now

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As the butterfly floats along the breeze,
I wonder what it thinks...
"What wonderful weather (or not) we have today"?
"Look at that flower. Wow"?
Who knows for certain
I suppose,
If you really want to know,
You'll have to ask the butterfly itself

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"Are you in love?"

...

As if feelings can be quantified, measured with time.
Am I following your Timeline of love?

I should hope not.

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Your plump, pink lips,
Conveying your honeyed words to me

They tease me...
Something I desperately want,
Yet can't have.

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As I sit on my bed and
Look out the windows, I
Am drawn to the clouds,
Thundering ominously.

And as I sit on my bed,
I
Wonder what you're thinking.

Do you
Think of me as much as I think
Of you?

Do I want to know?

Perhaps that's why they
Thunder.
It's a warning.

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So many promises we made...
Never to be filled

Empty words,
Empty promises,
Made with full minds and mouths.

It's so unfair.
I didn't even get a
Chance.

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Pistons misfiring,
Neurons haywire,
The general tiredness sets in...

It's been a long night.

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The stinging wet cold
Melds with the dry heat
But I am not in the middle;
I am both at once

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I never wanted this
I don't want this

All I wanted
All I want
Is you

But I can't have you

So I guess I'll have to make do.

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The karsts poke up through the trees
They are great giants, holding up the sky.

Mysteries, all of them.

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I feel you next to me,
Closer than close

There is nothing to be said
Just touch

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Sometimes I wish I would break
All over again
So I could sew myself back together

Sometimes I miss depression
I don't know how to explain it except this:
It was such a familiar sadness

Sometimes I think I'm crazy,
Wishing for what I'll never have again..
Or at all

Sometimes I think I'm more than human
How many other people can Write Like This?

Sometimes...

Sometimes I think I'm crazy

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Mountains...
Greater even than the karsts
The moon itself must climb them to shine in the sky

Black rock towers,
Capped with snow
The sharp angles of the faces,
Cutting the sky

Mountains...
Earth's true giants.

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Ink-stained hands,
Ripped up heart
And all I want to know is:

Where do I go from here?
How can I recover?

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I mean, sure, it's a lot of work sometimes
And sure, things don't always go my way
But,
You know what?
It's so worth it

I very nearly died
I was so close to ripping myself from this world
I wanted to, I truly did

But I didn't
I held on
For dear
*******
Life
And Look Where I Am today
I've come so far
I've done so much
I put so much of myself into every  single  day
It's worth it

It truly is

Because Why do we live,
If not to watch the sunset?
Why are we here,
If it's not to feel yourself falling,
Falling in love?

We're meant to be happy, I promise
Just trust and love and you'll be ok

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The trees dance softly
Swaying in the earnest wind
I can only watch

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The cool of the forest washes over me,
As the breeze filters through the branches
Trees stand quietly around me,
While the moss sits with equal silence.

The rain has brought peace and green to the woods once again.

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The clouds drift across the sky
Sweeping the birds' songs over the land
I wonder
What else do they bring with them?

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There's something about a gym at midnight,
The proud stillness of everything,
As if even the wood in the floor knew the achievements won here.

The scrapes and scratches tell so many stories...
A jump, a dash, a full stop.

This gym holds valor.

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God,
I can't believe I was so stupid.

You made a fool of me,
Which I thought nigh impossible.

You selfish girl.
You knew what you were doing.

You coward.
You knew what you were doing.

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No words
Only pictures

I don't really know
What I could say that
Would even compare
To the beauty
Of the sunset before me

(This happens more than you'd think)

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I look at you and all I can think is
I am going to break your heart

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Consume my heart but don't offer your
own,
Magpie of mine.

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Why do I feel like I'm just not
Enough?
Why do I feel like nothing I do is good enough for you?

Get out of your head!
Think about me for once!

I try so hard...
Do you even try at all?

It sure doesn't feel like it.

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I've been in bed for two hours now
And I still can't sleep and
No matter where my thoughts drift they
Always come back to you and
How we fit together so ****
Well and I just really
Think that I'd sleep much better with you here but
Sadly, that's not the case so I guess I'll just
Lay here and dream of your stomach and soft
Lines and hope to god that you're thinking of me
Too because I haven't seen you in more than a
Month and we've barely talked in weeks but
Somehow I can't get you out of my head and
Really,
I either want you or
Silence




But most of all
I just
Really I just want to sleep

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The lights softly hum in the dark air.
Stars shine overhead,
Casting lonely bits of light to earth.
The air is sweet and soft,
And I am thankful for the coolness it brings.

Who said you can't find peace in a city?

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I just stood out in the rain,
As if that can wash away my heartbreak,
As if that can fix the pain in my chest.

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I'm not much of a watch person
And I'm not quite sure why
Maybe it's because I measure time by how many times I've made someone laugh
Or whether or not I've written a note for someone
I suppose that means I use people, life, as my watch,
And not a stupid little dinky machine

You know, out of all the species on Earth,
Humans are the only ones who keep track of time
Maybe we need to return to our roots
And forget our clocks
I don't want to tick-tock-tick the rest of my life away

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You wonder where the people are,
Glancing from corner to corner,
Hoping they'll appear for one brief-
MOMENT-
It's done.

There is no more.

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These weeks have been a blur and an eternity all at once...
I'm so busy,
But any day where I don't talk to you
Is the cruelest kind of punishment:
Sad and slow.

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You look like a Renaissance painting come alive,
Holy beauty and heavenly heart you are.

Were that I could capture your visage,
You'd be another Mona Lisa.

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You looked like something from a dream,
An angel
All in white.
Glowing from head to foot
And more heart-achingly beautiful than a spring day

Maybe my prayers have finally

Been answered

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Soft powder,
Settled

The air
So cold

And me,
So subdued.

Why can't this happen more often?

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I truly believe that every day is a chance
And we all have a choice,
We have to choose what we are going to make with this blessing of a day
I am so fortunate
To be where I am today
And I have worked so hard
To be the person that I am
You cannot imagine
The depths of my gratitude
So don't you sit there and ***** and moan about your life
You get what you get.
Simple as that
Now it's up to you to decide what you'll do with it

You have the power to do anything,
If only you try.

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Surveying the scene,
The juxtaposition of dark and light
It makes one think

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With the sun glancing on the ground,
I find warmth in odd-shaped windows between trees;
It helps me fight of the chills.

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Tiny barbs
So small, yet they carry so much weight

Am I that blind to myself?

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A light on the horizon,
Amongst so many others

But this one is brighter,
Different

She beckons me forward,
And I cannot resist

Will she burn me,
Or keep me warm?

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What I want to say is-
...I mean-
Well what I wanted to tell you is...

I love you.

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Black dust in orbit,
Spilling darkness into the light

Where do we go from here?
I'm dying in my head,
Screaming.

What more can I do?

It's so tiring, you know.

I'm sorry.

I just want some rest.

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Black is the color of truth
It has no pretenses,
It is not flashy,
It's just simply there.

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Shrine in my lungs,
Breathing prayers into the fan's air currents.

The music thumps,
Sending ripples our way.

Where do I find silence and stillness?

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I miss you...
Sweetness itself,
Apple cheek smile,
So bright and warm.
My sun.

And now you feel cold,
Emotionless,
Taking me for granted.

I'm running on faith,
But I don't know how much I have left...

How much longer will My Love be gone?

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Rain hits the ground,
Bringing new life to the flowers.

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Sick with longing,
I waste away into nothing

The earth takes me back
And I am flowers again

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I stumble and
Catch myself

Did I do it again?
Ex-cuse
Me

That’s not correct

It’s not all me

It takes two to tango

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As I walk into my future,
I feel strangely alone
You, so far from my spot in life
And you, falling ever far behind

Am I going to reach land alone?
How can I get there by myself?

Why can’t someone else save me for once?

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Hot air flows around me,
Bathing me in warmth

...I wish I was in an ice bath.

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