What a Sick thing climbing Up and out Never to return again cause it's Enough already It’s So much enough now that I almost shove it out Cupping my hands together thinking Off off outtt And howl Like a wolf but fiercer Teeth more gritted and Gripping what seeps out of my intestines pushing It like no now is not the time Not the time for Minor fuss It’s time for Big things Major changes And I am sick of Waiting
Propelling itself joyfully through the Space around colliding and spinning to dance all the way thinking You did not give me agency singing and laughing to itself when the next new wave meets its path to cancel out all that seemed paradox You did not need to give me agency the Photon sings while travelling along its chosen path
Why should we not Like every night in the moon every day in the sun rising Trust In ourselves In our own connectedness to Our rise and fall and Wavy nature
Why should we rather Keep aligning ourselves With dusty trophies Dusty memories On our shelves To stay secure
Why should we not Aspire To burn all dust and rubble And then with courage With this fire start New lives
I sit with my coffee and think you can handle it sit and see the little things like people are much more available now greet each other see single mothers maybe through a respecting lens let not slide through their hands every opportunity for real contact Appreciate the helping offers of their friends and-
in-between-
complain but thats a habit
I put my coffee down and start to smile and feel a warmth re-spreading
as people slowly lose their fear of touching
See a white rabbit climb out of its hole again and squinting in the sunlight
Why do people make Such an enemy of all They do not like to see Within themselves Why- Since all that- Do they create a figure That looks just like I do Only Like painted In the dark Do they assume that Without light there is No heart that hurts If placed aside?
From my Soul to my feet from the sky til the street through my Heart it was all of last year and Now I see that Shape and laugh and feel how in my Chest it widens and really starts to get in touch