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45 · Nov 2020
Boomerang Mind
Me Nov 2020
He never throws his mind too far
into the space of
calculation
he taught himself that
after every
iteration
call it back
so that it does not lose connection
I just like the imagery :) I don't like the sound, though. It's more like. a clever poem, but that's ok I guess.
45 · Jul 2020
Exist
Me Jul 2020
In the midst of
a minefield no
headphones nothing
and this time
so be it
This time I'm
not doing
the mine dance
Not avoiding the mines, cause I can't.
45 · Nov 2020
Growing into
Me Nov 2020
Do you
Make Yourself
Bigger
Do you
Make Yourself the Place
That you call Home
45 · Nov 2020
Vote
Me Nov 2020
A girl walks
along the street in twilight voting
every second of her life
with every
shake of the head every
twist of her figure every hummed
word every scream
every time a hand is lifted
in aspiring connection
for a coming together
for removing the walls for
not looking
away from what hurts has hurt
for a long time

There's a boy standing
immobile
on the surface of the Earth voting
with every breath every muscle
every fibre of the heart
for this girl
You vote with all you have and all you are every day, not just today/tonight in one country of the world. Every one of your ideas, thoughts, inspiration has full  power to change everything.
Me Feb 2020
she reads
the words and sleeps
in peace
for the first time since
chaos happened
Me May 2020
If you
Externalize
Your pressure
Dear
It will
For sure
Push back to you
And you will feel
Awkwardly pushed away and not
know
Why
44 · Jun 2020
The thing before thought
Me Jun 2020
The thing before thought
envelopes me
making
my heart unfreeze
44 · Dec 2020
Let the Flood
Me Dec 2020
Open the
Doors don't keep
It sealed in one
Compartment
Let the
Flood
Renew
Your house
44 · Sep 2020
The Eternal Dancer
Me Sep 2020
He takes you
By the hand swirling
You around in a delicious
Semi-circle

And you will never
Break your legs, dear
You will never
Break your legs

You are
Made to dance
Made yourself so as
To dance and not fall
Or, if you wish, entitle it with The Internal Dancer :)
44 · Mar 2020
Dawning
Me Mar 2020
Home is
Where your heart is

And

If your heart's
Within you
Home
Is everywhere
❤️
44 · Aug 2020
Evolutionary Dance
Me Aug 2020
Two flowers
one fuelled by
pain the other
by love
grow side by side
one day
a painful moan escapes
the crying blossom
and the other
reaches over
to spend comfort
propelling them
both
a great deal
upward
united
for a bit
of this path
before they part again
beginning
to sense
their roots being
intertwined
deep deep down
in the soil
sending little signals
tears on the petals
a code to remembering
44 · Oct 2020
Outward
Me Oct 2020
Something inside is beating louder, louder still. Hands fingers legs toes already spread as wide as possible and tense of knowing. Spread out and connected, less than a beat from-

This creature is just about to send a vigorous beat out - send it outward - crash - everything that it had acquired
everything out, accumulated within the vibrance of
this
beat
in unbending blazing green beams of fast light -
light that goes through - that does not even know any kind of barrier nor reflection - this light does not need to think to plan to manage - this light is send out to be
something so strong there are no words -

You do not need to fear it though. You do not need to fear it.
It is for you. To be where you are, it sings.
It sings, whirrs, with no mercy.

You think of vines of ivy and something else. Of the light,
traveling where ever it likes. Unapologetically.
43 · Mar 2020
Did you know
Me Mar 2020
Did you know
I'm not shy
Did you know
I am fine with
looking at things
and observing
Did you know that
I only started to
withdraw myself and became
really shy
when I was shown how
irritated people start to feel
in my quiet
presence
and did you know that
this is actually my
essence
that I then suppressed
and that
today
I cry for this
and all the more
expand
43 · Jun 2020
Spell-bound
Me Jun 2020
Sorry I
st
st
stutter
it's just
look
my heart
flutters
could you
hold it
for now
43 · Nov 2020
Evoke
Me Nov 2020
Bleeding hands,
dear rub
your  face
analyse over and over
       what is there to ask but
one thing:
do you
really wanna cling to this
do you
Ask the question that implies the answer;
Ask from the place of the answer to help this part get to you.
43 · Nov 2020
The Sound Wave
Me Nov 2020
Soft blue folds itself
around you
you don't need to
control it

whispers in your ear and the wave this
sound lays out for you
has your feet
trust
the path you walk on
43 · May 2020
Of Hugging a Devil
Me May 2020
He'll follow you nonetheless
in the shadows
so you might as well turn
face him
see how
crooked and helpless
he looks
how he took on the shape
of your enemies
Go over
Love
hug him
embrace
the stuff you have
externalised
Make this poor devil
stop the chasing
I think all the mess started when we created a figure to be responsible for all the **** we never wanted to face. I also think it is time facing it :)
43 · Sep 2020
Quick Reflection
Me Sep 2020
Just a split
second
and these glimmering
fragments appear
as words
before they drift and
merge again
but they came near you
into the beautiful pool
of preverbal
knowing
43 · Mar 2020
Everything still
Me Mar 2020
Everything still
everything saying
you've got
time
every moment bringing
you closer to
truly understanding
this
42 · May 2020
Your Original Tools
Me May 2020
Use
Your fire, Dear
It's there and it
Is part of your
Kind soul
Surround yourself
If need be
It's there for
A reason
42 · Nov 2020
The First Time
Me Nov 2020
In the middle of the middle
of no space
a pair of yellow, childlike eyes,
innocent and with
just a trace of oblivion,
opens
Is it open, or opens?
42 · Nov 2020
The Cage
Me Nov 2020
It felt like protection
first
those bars around you
now have become
limitation
keeping your hands
away from the stars
What'ya gonna do? <3
41 · Mar 2020
Night Sky Greeting
Me Mar 2020
The moon has shown its crescent form; pale but warm light through milky clouds in the night sky. It felt crisp, and yet like soft touch. The moon beams at you, and your heart jumps at its kind expression.
[...]
41 · Nov 2020
In No Time
Me Nov 2020
Little thin shy lines of green light
Stretch out their heads
Connect
If allowed
And send a beating
Pulse back
Have your heart melt
In no time
41 · Apr 2020
Guilt
Me Apr 2020
I cry today for
all those
hurtful moments
for  having been pushed and
having let them push me
into  fear of guilt
Last night I had a shocking aha-dream, and I realised I was afraid of feeling guilty in so many moments in my life, as a child too, guilty of  other people's suffering. It is SO cruel if children grow up thinking they are responsible for their  whole family ...
Me Jul 2020
What we see

Everything that basically

Stops

The light in motion

And is that bad
I don t
think so
40 · Nov 2020
Innocent Creation
Me Nov 2020
A black stone
in a pond of white
sends out liquid vibrant
light to touch your skin
nothing a sin,
my dear
40 · Jul 2020
Nature
Me Jul 2020
She speaks
truth
only
and feels
the immense
resistance and
defence
the guarding
of locked-up things
that call her
over the heads of
the defender
okay so
not the time yet

she has to repeat
to herself and the things
not the time
yet

...
40 · Dec 2020
Integration
Me Dec 2020
You're
allowed to breathe
with everything you are
You're allowed
to breathe and
take
Space

wrap yourself around
those obstacles
like water
til they
melt
These days something in me feels like I'm not allowed to breathe fully. I have to really breathe consciously to not stop halfway through. Some places feel thick.
40 · Nov 2020
Craving
Me Nov 2020
Lately I want to
swallow the sun
whole
never enough of the warmth
What can I say
40 · Jan 2020
Intimate
Me Jan 2020
An orange rose
floates
on the surface
and touches
your skin
something inside you
rises
then curls
before you hurl
yourself
into a wave
of heat
Me Jan 2020
My heart is swelling when I think
About all you did for me
Totally selfless
Also
It cries for you
Because I see that you dealt with the horrors
All alone
Not anymore now.
40 · May 2020
Collision
Me May 2020
Did your
Soul and Person,
too
collide and did it
propel you in
the utmost struggle
as well
Did you
like me
see yourself out of
facets of
disrupted glasses
did you
trust
everyone more than
your
inner
self
Did you,
too
grow and grow and
grow without
your outer knowing
for such a long time
Did you
throw tantrums whenever
facing
a new
thick
layer between
the two
Did you
like me
understand
only now
how
marvellously great and
powerful
you have become
through this
40 · Aug 2020
Emerging
Me Aug 2020
The impact of your golden boots on the cobble stone is heavy,
getting more decisive with every step of the path, forward.
Your deep-red silk cloak sways in the wind
and covers your shoulders and back;
you are on the way, and it is good.

Imagine a king who sets one foot in front of the other, not yet
a hundred percent convinced
that he is going to like his job, this work.
A king who, nevertheless, takes it, because it is his place
and because it is time.
Imagine a king walking with heavy step so as to be heard;
a king whose first command is one pronounced with utter clarity - because it is necessary.
Imagine a king emerging,
leaving all insecurities behind - because it is time.

Imagine this king, secretly pressing - under his red cloak -
his right hand on a spot a bit above his pounding heart,
bracing himself.
For all this is new.

Imagine a king who is human, and knows it.
40 · May 2020
Waiting for the Rainbow
Me May 2020
The rain gets
Stronger now and drops
Noisily
Onto the glass roof top
While first rays
Of light come through
And we
Like kids
Are waiting for the rainbow
40 · Apr 2020
Here
Me Apr 2020
You walk towards the white door, this time more confident.
With a feverish look you pierce its handle,
your hand hovering centimetres above it.
You turn around again, around to what lies behind you.
What is past now, but still with you. Not forgotten. Not gone,
still with you, if you want to access it. All your loved ones, still there. What is gone is the fear; the bonds that were once built in such high voltage moments of panic and survival instincts - those moments.

And you take a breath,
calm, more or less.
Me Apr 2020
A forest calls
for your
playful hands to touch
its leaves for
your skilled feet to tap
into its waters
It calls for you to come
and play
while rays of coloured light
caress your hair
and face
you rise up with
such grace and joy
my Love
that my heart bursts
in happy laughter
40 · Mar 2020
The Tiger and the Lion
Me Mar 2020
A tiger walks beside
a lion
hip to hip
they talk
about how quiet
the world had
become
and how much they
enjoy to be
walking beside
each other
how mother nature
now
allows it
40 · Apr 2020
The Freedom of Choice
Me Apr 2020
Do you like
Vanilla ice cream, Love
You nod say yes because
They have told you so they say all kids like
Vanilla ice cream, right

For years and years into
Your adult life you have
Despised
Vanilla ice cream until

One day in spring
The ice cream van comes rushing down
The curvy street
And you do feel
A twitch inside-
Step forward and buy
With a beaming smile on your face
A scoop of
Vanilla ice cream
40 · Apr 2020
Humming of the Hope Squad
Me Apr 2020
Everything gathers
inside of you
quietly waiting
with such a heartfelt
sincerity that
it makes you soft
to the bone
waiting for
the tiniest sign of
yourself
the silent agreement
tell us
and we explode into colour
40 · Sep 2020
In the Open
Me Sep 2020
Pinned
to the wall naked
you can see
every inch of my body
every
scratch
scar
mark
and I feel
so
utterly
vulnerable and open
and you
tirelessly
asure me
it
is
fine
40 · Nov 2020
Secret Companions
Me Nov 2020
A girl in the streets, *****, untidy hair a scary look on the face plays
a violin facing
all the while
the man who hates it

One by one he
cuts
her strings but she
keeps playing without a single
alteration on her face

Not even after the
very
last
string has - with a final thud - been cut in half
does she stir

And only when -

It's only then that he does realise
grows pale and with wide eyes feels something sting:
the sound never came from the instrument.

He exhales
gives in
surrenders to the
vibrant sound surrounding
his every cell and hair and thought
bathes
in what ought to be
for so long
39 · Nov 2020
Summoning
Me Nov 2020
Night exhales
Her cold breath in your face
Telling you stories of fear

A nightingale shouts
Her little heart out
For your soul to hear
Where to reach

A rush through the air
Your head tilted back
By a violent grab of your hair

A little bird's flutter
Two lips that stutter
A motionless prayer

A story of Night
That likes to play make-believe

A young pounding heart
That learns within brief
It was played from the start

This tale
Just a dream
Of tonight
I honestly do not know what has gotten into me. Scaring myself a bit.
39 · Jan 2020
DANCE!
Me Jan 2020
How-
Today-
I have learnt
To enjoy the game
Again
And trust in its
Making sense
39 · Jun 2020
Lines of Light
Me Jun 2020
Delicate
lines of
light show
on my skin

coming from
where
exactly

Dare say
meaningless
again
39 · Feb 2020
It feels like
Me Feb 2020
No words
No making up or-
Just a simple
Wordless hug
I miss you
39 · Oct 2020
The Boulder in the River
Me Oct 2020
I cringe behind
That boulder in the river
And all goes
Too fast
Too fast
The rest of me is in
Full floating mode
Aghast to see
This girl
Resisting
This girl
And how she
Self-consciously
Laughs

💙
It's fine :)
39 · May 2020
Of Going Home
Me May 2020
How you said
whining
You want to go home
How I got it
then
and answered
You can go home soon
How this was
probably
the hardest thing
I ever did
Hospital scenes
39 · Jul 2020
Conception
Me Jul 2020
A spark

then
silence

before

skip

skip

an
explosion so
joyous and vast
you can only
begin
to imagine

So laugh,
dear,
Laugh

❦ ❦ ❦
38 · Mar 2020
The whole Universe
Me Mar 2020
The whole Universe
with a cheeky smile
conspires in
fulfilling
your heart's desires
and is happy to
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