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May 2014 · 2.3k
Freedom Fighters
Me May 2014
We stand united
We stand united
united and un-armed

We stand united
In love
In peace
In war

We need no walls
No swords
No stones

Our words are harmony

Our freedom is yours
Our kingdom remains

A dream
May 2014 · 234
Jeremia
Me May 2014
Waves
are crushing down
on me

The tide
is long gone

Houses -
wood -
cows and children
pass by

Your hand reaches out
and hurls me
into the wooden boat that is drifting along.

Oh heavens, how I've missed you !
May 2014 · 440
I am not a hipster
Me May 2014
This goes out
To all the perfect kids;

We are only perfect
In weakness.
May 2014 · 235
uNtItLeD ~>
Me May 2014
Brave love
Does not creep around corners

Brave love looks fear
In its ugly face

Brave lovers
Do not turn around

They walk on
Alongside every
Imagined boundary.
'i hope i will be brave
Me May 2014
my hands and feet, and that they are intact
my eyes and their colour
the fact that I can draw
my sisters
my niece
my very good friend
my other very good friend
my best friend who lives abroad
the fridge, and the fact that it is full of food
the fact that I can watch every youtube music clip I like to
possibility to get a tattoo
the warm blanket
my legs
social money
people who sing with me
my memories, some
water, to drink and wash myself, and for my niece to play with
sweets
teeth - or the other way around
my brain
light
peace, so far
luxury to have more than one pair of shoes
doctors
people who tell stories
people who are friendly for the sake of it
people who write - for the same reason

what else?

some sleep first
May 2014 · 225
Evening thought
Me May 2014
Body
feels like

sunny side up.
...and i am not talking about my freakin breakfast kids.
May 2014 · 223
Recovery
Me May 2014
Life hurts.

So then -
Let's take it from here.
Oh kids from hello poetry and other, I am back holding on to my helium baloons. Love ###
Oct 2013 · 396
Family
Me Oct 2013
all i have
and all that has me
in its grip

escape?

get rid of them
and all that's haunting me
from childhood on

escape? a dream
my love

so live with it.
i hope it s true what people say, and writing helps.
Oct 2013 · 635
I dreamt that I woke up
Me Oct 2013
~

WHILE

{I cannot stop thinking about you = true}

remains true
remains true
remains...

YOU think this is all mathematics?
You think this is just dusty crap I found up in the attic
of my house?

Then: OUT!
Out of the loop, but mark:
Once this is done and talked about,
all screens go dark.


I dreamt that I woke up.
"...it's the oldest dream of all." <3
I give up.
Me Oct 2013
H like hell I don't know what's wrong with me
S like say my name but not in a whisper or behind my back
P like pick on someone your size, please*

Masses of light flood in;
sound like no I cannot hear anything clearly now
and lights again - too many lights -
in nights where other babies cried I lay awake
relieved

so welcome to my life, my friend,
come spend a day with me and let me know:

is it a blessing or
a curse?
Oct 2013 · 616
Delay of Time
Me Oct 2013
how come i have cold feet like that
lie in my bed
and freeze and freeze
and freeze?

how come, now that i realize, that you
don't lie here next to me?

i guess you've climbed up
on the roof
to find a final proof of how the world goes round.
Oct 2013 · 334
Dawn
Me Oct 2013
As a shadow I might be
within your thought and see
the fragile constructs that are now
just so well hidden -

as a human I might lose
this very notion of your self
and thus abuse your trust
your life, your wealth of heart -

I am sorry now
but was not sorry from the start
where I should have seen that
if we drift any further -
and even further now apart -

world ends.

And begins anew
but with less colour,
with less beauty

for it is
without you.
Oct 2013 · 390
Snap Shot
Me Oct 2013
Night
lights on

remember?

How can you?
So tenderly have I disguised my story
from your childish dreams
your shaking grip -
that I can breathe now

Why does the City never sleep?
Because it has no one to sleep with.
Oct 2013 · 426
Companions
Me Oct 2013
I give up posing and addressing
the wrong muses

said the king

But how -
how on earth should we proceed?

asks the Consultant exhausted

begin, the king begins to speak,
begin to bleed what you are feeling
and they will see

but my king, my-

Bring it on, my friend!* Assures the king,
makes him stand up,
start,

and begin with his tale
as if it was also theirs

and as the mighty audience glares at him
he feels a heavy hand
that seeks his shoulder

looks at his king, his friend, remembers
how the two got older

how in the milky light of dawn their faces
have grown and changed
and still have kept their basis

behind some shades and shapes
and shadows of the times -

He looks up now, relieved,
he gazes at his king and speaks
free now

and seeks no more for words
but finds.
Sep 2013 · 1.3k
Tuesday
Me Sep 2013
****** cold
out here

but certainly not
any longer

if you come in.
ouch!
Sep 2013 · 813
Birthday Poem
Me Sep 2013
I have tried to be honest -
I cannot

I have tried to strip me off my sins
and this is -

and here is where it all begins, cause look:

born, and raised as one is, I belong
to the race of those kids who define
themselves by their age, by the content of time
that they spent

helplessly rushing from one end
to the other, with father and mother
still in between

with memories in cages and stories
unseen and unnoticed

with silences louder than sirens,
bigger than rocks and finer
than powdery snow on the top

and with eyes:
ah, with eyes wider than ruins
and more fierce than millions
and millions of armys in lands
where no daffodils grow

where no dragons fly and no harpees,
where the masses of sky are empty and vast
as the churches

so those eyes:
yes, wide eyes, and empty,
dreaming of countries that see no dawn
that yawn for experience

the youth has told lies to the world
given rise to a culture that hurls itself back
to the starting point
whenever it touches
the edge

so there now:
the youth in a square box
a cage in its own ship
prepared just to rip off the walls
the silly paper

with blue and white cloud print
only to see then, a little bit later,
that beyond
                there is freedom -

and always had been.
Sep 2013 · 1.1k
Mirror, mirror
Me Sep 2013
So what if I don't like a poem
and say so?

So what if I don't like people to rhyme
to bridge two edgy lines?

Why, if this rhymes then it is just
due to my humble arrogance -

my love of irony -

and if you like,
just if you really want,

then be my guest and shake yourself
free from those lines
(from all those lines in fact)

and smile,
and now: forget about the rest.
Sep 2013 · 940
An Empty Heart
Me Sep 2013
<3
Erase those lines

erase this praise of empty phrases

an empty phrase itself as such

and as much as the poet hates to say

that his own work constitutes not

of substance

so does this writer here refuse

to go back to the start

and to reduce this piece

to shapes in black and white

to heartshaped shapes

without a heart

Erase those lines
Sep 2013 · 465
Impossible
Me Sep 2013
Alongside my body
there walks a shadow

that only melts
with my own shape
at night

You only know
the shadow
Sep 2013 · 381
Who Am I
Me Sep 2013
I stand
and yet I move
some passers-by and children

I pour cold milk
and hold it
still
in my hands

I am not real and yet
what I may feel is felt
by others too

by transgressing imaginary lines
from here
to there

from him
to me

and thus to you.
***You are really supposed to guess, here! :-)
Sep 2013 · 673
Home
Me Sep 2013
Home is where your heart is, a friend told me some time ago
On a little piece of paper that I took with me then;
Most people think of home as something stable, as something they would know;
Each time I part, I'm thinking of this lttle note, and it is when

                               I really miss you
                                           that I imagine my heart to be in many places
one of those pieces being by your side.

this is a simple thing
thus these lines know no rhyme -
no time is used to jot them down
no time is needed here
to rhyme.

It is only of coming home.
Sep 2013 · 596
A Shake of the Hand
Me Sep 2013
there's nothing I can choose
nothing to lose
lose wieght as such was never really one
of my great pleasures

i measure life with coffeespoons
and moons reside in greater circuits as yet discovered
by man kind

so blind so blind my love
i see you here and feel you
and this is all i care about

over
and out.
***good morning***
Aug 2013 · 818
The Poet's Wife
Me Aug 2013
The poet stands, bending over a piece of his writing, next to his wife
musing, not writing any longer.

His wife, in both appearance and mind much stronger than him,
shares his glance and dares
to let her eyes dance right across his naked lines.

He feels her breath next to his shoulder, on his skin,
remembers how, when growing older, you start to be
content with less.

So now, she finally adresses him:
Are you writing about me?

He frowns, something he rarely does, takes a deep breath
and, quietly bereft of his most personal emotion, starts to smile.

You know, he anwers, with a slight shiver in his voice,
I'd rather you asked something else. I'd rather-
but he has no choice, is forced to speak, at last.

His wife, slightly intrigued, demands: elaborate!
Two hands are raised to shape the air, create a space
and place an invisible heart
inside its core.

Look here, he speaks, this is my work,
and indicating this he gestures wildly
while his wife remains disquiet, though now
she sees, thus smiling mildly, what he is getting at.

And in the middle, this is you
as if
-
now he does not allow his voice to drift
as if my poetry evolves -
But he stops dead and sees
a clear image inside his spinning head:

He concentrates, takes a step back -
and reaches for his woman's face,
places his palms on her red cheeks, one side each,
and begins to speak anew:

*If I had ever written just a single line about you, dear,
I shall be ******.
I won't let false words touch you!
Let me explain:

It is the other way around!
All pieces and all lines and words have once
belonged to you, and now emerge
from your sweet face!

I am now well prepared just to erase
all of my poetry,
for all of it I will find then again,
anew,
in your kind heart,
in you.
***This is what is left of a two-hour art musem visit this afternoon!
Aug 2013 · 553
Serious Pain
Me Aug 2013
Les yeux...

No: eyes that pierce my heart
and - sorry for poetic nonsense - drive
sharp darts into me

Eyes that do close exclusively at night
when mine do so, as well

Eyes that - I wish it wasn't so -
exist with double weight and double size
only in my imagination, in my vain, god-forsaken brain!

Eyes -

One second, love, I need to concentrate
I need to memorise -
Do not distract me so - do not...


Ah no!
This is the same **** thing, the same **** pair
of home made lies

I'd rather not part this time, though.
No - I would rather stay.

But look (I look), why don't we keep in touch,
or stay, as we have always been, apart: but one?

For I can say that much:

an aching heart is half as painful
if it knows that it is aching.

for then it also knows
the nicer part

the pain that equals
love.
Aug 2013 · 488
Screw it
Me Aug 2013
"I was the shadow of the waxwing slain"
said once a clever voice

I now am caught by words repeated
and sit
and stare

and do not dare to move
when I should do

As if I had a choice!

Or do I?
Aug 2013 · 561
Fear is not an Illusion
Me Aug 2013
Okay love, you just need to walk
around the corner and my heart
stops dead.

Arrête!
I cannot hold back anymore
I can NOT -
and I dread the moment when I have
to face the facts.



I really do.
though I wish it was...
Me Jul 2013
And from the afterlife of death
derives this soft, sweet note:

Dear children of the planet,
spend your time wisely
but please do  cope with me as though you liked
what you are soon to see;

I am , alas, a sentient creature,
comical this might sound,
and under all my darkened features
you find a sentient heart.

Who* then, you might now ask, did take you
on the final trip?

I tell you this:
There is no journey from your land onto the other side
that I do not accopany;
but mark, although this might seem strange to you,
indeed I can see now how your eyes wide -
the crucial clue to the whole matter is:

What you now think is only for me true
and apt, is also what all of you do,
once crossed the line between your world,
and this.

Just like I am a Shadow in your mind
so are you of identic kind,
in mine.

*This note was naturally burnt immediately
after the churches of the world had spent
three days and nights
oppressing all upcoming fights
and riot deeds;

But what oppression needs
is more than that:

for this was not the only note, death's single letter,
no!

After three days and nights,
horizons were invaded with birght shining papers
with those same words
enough to read under all lights
next all bed sides of pairs of eyes
that feed on sentient words
from equal sentient beings.
Me Jul 2013
Everything is connetcted, love,
Don’t be a *****
Don't push yourself back to the start
Of our argument

No,
As the smoke settles
And the ark resides
On this vast island

I feel safe to tell you:
That our start has been
From then on until now
Also the end;

Everything is connected, love.
Jul 2013 · 899
A Miserable Mind
Me Jul 2013
Someone wrote down:

Je marcherai les yeux fixés sur mes pensées
Triste, et pour moi le jour sera comme la nuit...

Sad, and for me the day will be just like the night

so, tell me now, why would I fight for this?
Why should I-
Tell me I'm not right
and I will moan no longer

I cannot hear you now,
that means you are not here to tell me
that this time I have to be stronger
that I rely on no one but myself
that *this time
there is no great tree
of life-

no riddle that, when solved, divides no more
those two who see the world
with different eyes

no divine twist that flies
right in the line of fire

no sublime turn -
no;
nothing to admire
in the end


*But that someone stopped writing then,
so as to mend his wounds.
*2nd and 3rd line stolen!
Jul 2013 · 530
Teenage Crap I
Me Jul 2013
About four years ago I fell
into your face and stayed
embraced myself and read through you
what in myself I could not -

Two years ago I broke for the first time
and since, to rhyme makes me feel sick at heart;
and art as such no longer wears me out
or brings me down but merely
is as permanent as breath -

Last year I felt you slip away beneath my hands
and tried to bind two ends together, of which I knew
they don't belong -

Today, I swear, my mind fell out
onto the stony ground as I went home
away from you -

And here, this minute, keyboard staring back
and screen and windows are ridiculously black to me
and sounds not even get to me today -

but hey, those rhymes are back
                                                                         **** it
at last.
Jul 2013 · 1.5k
Shipwreck
Me Jul 2013
A ghost has touched my fingertips
they ache, they shake with fear

Into my feet it flows
and gets hold of me,
grows

This is no joke, love
we should run
before it is too late or before-

what is that?
you shake your head, you're not afraid?

Then I will run alone,
as I use to;
as it has shown to be
my safeguard system

not for me, my love:
for you.
*I think I'm somewhat bipolar... one day I jump, the next....
Jul 2013 · 582
Snatching the Pale Fire
Me Jul 2013
with my back still split open
and a head full of paper planes i sit

and dream of foreign lands and days that would
give rise to different things than i already know

pale fire lurks
in corners of my brain
to be extinguished
for it is not mine:
this light!

so i will leave this page
as my hand reaches up
to grab the coffee cup
and an unholy smile
crosses my face

to sneak back to its place
of origin

to crawl back
yes; to leave
cross references behind

and find its own soil.
*I am soooo booooreeeed and should be doing something completely different!!!
PS: I stole the pale fire from somebody else, too!
Jul 2013 · 610
Why It Is Called Chaos Game
Me Jul 2013
Why is it called chaos game
when all we do seems to reframe
the thoughts we've had before?

If half of x constitutes y
and if, therefore, the sky is blue
then let me show you
something else:

a little girl that sits and dwells
on a green field
plays with a game of marbles.

After each cast
she looks and pins
a little leaf of grass
into the ground.

She plays her game
until the sun goes down
and, tired now, she rises
looks again -
begins to frown at what unfolds
before her eyes;

the leaves of grass
have formed a shape
that, in the gloomy light,
resembles much a pyramid
with lion head, a human body,
and a riding knight who clutches
a fleur-de-lis-

Reaching down the giant girl
picks from my hand the gift
that I for her have brought
into this world, for her to drift
however far she dares
to go.


And chances are that,
in this chaos,
in this chaotic game,
this lily is the only thing that we both see
and thus the only thing that is worth looking at;

          Thus, my equation ends,
          having used up all xes
          and all whys-
          exhausted from such high amount
          of unpredicted turning points-

And no one tries
to sit her down to talk.
And so the girl continues;
and she keeps on to walk
in purple fields,
with lilies in her hair,
forever drifting,
planting her faithful seeds.
*I swear, I'm not on drugs!
Jul 2013 · 976
Paper Planes
Me Jul 2013
I don’t see how -
I don’t see why
There couldn’t be across the sky
A paper plane made of blue print
And floating softly,
Possibly?

No.

But why not?
Look, if heavy things fall down and drown
Within the rivers
And if, again, the earth digests
And fills its own round belly
With that same stuff-

Go on.

Then why not have in light and cloudy air
A paper plane that couldn’t fly
Without your will
And mine?

*After this one last conversation
You left my head and,
Hanging by a threat, I still delight
In this sweet memory
Of the impossible.
Jul 2013 · 766
Testimony of a Fool
Me Jul 2013
A million suns burn deep into my skin
the love I feel;

and if this love, then, be a sin
how in the world would I
could I
get rid of it and with a grin
live on?

As long as this world turns
itself around and burns these holes
into my beating heart
there is no need to fear
there is no need to part;

All cheap collections
of even cheaper poetry remain
untouched
for in the face of this new day
all I will ever need
and ever have to say is this:

My face resembles yours so much
your beat and mine so much in tune
that, even if all stars collide
and Milky Way and Mars and Moon explode -

I will still hear the quiet sound that comes
from our souls not split apart
but clinging tightly
to each other

in a forsaken universe.
*But fools are always the subtle heroes of a story, aren't they?
Jul 2013 · 528
For the Record
Me Jul 2013
The woodworm carves
its narrow path
among the wood

And Noah plays
his own ship's grace
along with her.

And simply for history's sake
I bring this bit to you
about the beast that did not join
the ark's profound outbreak
into the open sea.

Because, look, it's like this:
who would have brought a woodworm
on board of this huge wooden ship?
Not, I can tell, a bearded man
with hands bound by a devine grip
from high above.

Thus, tiny little holes still linger
in every corner, unexpected,
and once you've spotted their existence
once they're detected -
Help us God!

Or, and this little bit may shock you,
not.
Jul 2013 · 384
Night-time escape
Me Jul 2013
nothing to say
I sit
in the dark place with my back split
open.

But no time
believe me darling
and the wounds will heal.
No inernet at home, nothing in the kitchen, people I don t want to be with... and thus: this night time escape
Me May 2013
"I loved the rain today.

But say,
my love,
how come I am still wet and have not put my clothes outside
to dry?"

I am not telling you about tomorrow
I am not telling you about today
I am revealing what is in your face already

and forever

and away.
May 2013 · 593
Brother
Me May 2013
In the grass you lie and hear
everything twice as loud and double size as I do

in the grass you wait
patiently with your arms embracing your knees
and raveling stories in your head

in the trees you see much more
than any one of us could
and for hours you are not cold
as even the old ones leave for home now;

you sit -
and you sit in the grass
and remember god knows what
and i won't call you odd

for some day, i am sure, you'll outwit us all.
I cannot sleep...
May 2013 · 639
To Whom It May Concern
Me May 2013
Strike-
if your hands are shaking
shake the world with them;
come on, love
sit up
if your back is breaking
ignore the constant aching
and walk past it.
May 2013 · 544
Taking Over
Me May 2013
~ ~ ~
And in the narrow vision of my half closed eyes I see
Dark shapes emerging
And descending into every favorite object
Of my long harbored hopes and fears
And yours.
Inflicting my beloved place with darkness
They mount and dive into the realms of physics
And of clarity;

And so we sit
In our favorite coffee house with tea and cake,  and ache
And ache for we can feel their presence
As they invoke in us that fear
Of breaking mirrors and of shaking ground;

And now partaking in our gestures and our face
- They come into this world
And break what we had hoped for with a grace
That only creatures from the underworld possess
To lessen our role in the real world –
They grab hold of our arms:
Yours first
Then mine
And climb with us onto a mountain top so dark
And so remote that we now feel
As though our eyes half-closed again.

And in the beauty of this sleep
I am no longer able to shake off the beasts
Of non-reality.
what is a coffee house anyways?!
May 2013 · 688
Please see me as I am
Me May 2013
How come you turned me into this:

sneaking around corners
childishly peeking through open windows
so as not to be seen
in an unfit state?

walking too fast and breathing
to slow to keep up with my racing heart
in my chest?

talking to myself when nobody looks
and fearing the nooks and crannies
you might be hiding in?

circulating around the same thought
over and over again
and forgetting what brought us here:

all beauty and lightness gone
all that uplifted us both,
done away with and over
and wiped out for now-

and all of this because I-
because I-

am lost for words all the time
and always-
and even in rhymes I won't find a solution
that could possibly put an end
to all this-

or a beginning.
never going to reach the addressee in any case.
May 2013 · 702
A Nasty Call
Me May 2013
no use to play this track backwards

those trips don't do no good
she says, and flings my hand aside

i bite you if you keep me here all day!

don t think i miss the bit of joy
and freedom that i had
back in the days

don t think this is a hopeless call
for help
don t think that just a single twist in this game could
or would-
or might-
give you only the slightest bit of an idea

of life itself.

no use to play this track backwards
i say
May 2013 · 656
A Rush of Blood
Me May 2013
If there is nothing more to hear
within-
you say,
If there is not a single sound surrounding
us in the silence-

why then-
how then did this come about?

I laugh out loud and drop
my pencil on the floor

and suddelny remember-
in a rush of colors-
all the beauty of those noises that so long irritated me.
Apr 2013 · 1.7k
Head Over Heels
Me Apr 2013
The wide ocean lies
calm and blue in front of me
though I know
you are hiding beneath it:

your arms and face
beyond the waves,
your legs dangling
into the gulf-

I dip my hands into the lake
and feel:

a cold sensation burn
deep scars into my skin
your voice reverberates
within my chest

Then -

With a roar the waters rise
long arms and hands reach out
and grab my face
to pull me down-

And you know what?
For all I care-
Pull -
Pull us down! Until I drown with you.
Apr 2013 · 833
Not a Poem
Me Apr 2013
this is not a poem
it is a question

what makes you think you're so remarkably
invincible, and chasing rays of light until they die away?

what makes me cling to this
disquieting momentum, this moon-absorbing, hateful creature?

this is not a poem
it is a question

why can i not detect the seconds
of high voltage danger, and why-

why do i pour my heart
out to a stranger?

why

°°°

this used to be a question-

turning to an answer, though, and tapping
at my chamber door, pronouncing

with a clear voice - and with rain-drops bouncing off the window pane -

the word:

because*.
Apr 2013 · 1.0k
Boundary Nightmare
Me Apr 2013
You saw him on the way
in the middle of the road
brushing the orange dust off his coat
disjointed.

He crossed the path
with a steady pace
leaving traces of dust clouds behind.

As he stood facing you
you could not but notice
the thin crimson scar on his left cheek
and his harsh voice penetrating
the bleak surrounding.

"I am an actor", he says
with orange powdered hair
and a pair of hands too small
for such cruel eyes.

"This is the set"

- and again you wake up,
as so many nights before,
in a panting agony, hot as before,
stupefied, silently outraged about
your own little cage of dusty images

Tomorrow you will sit beside me
on the cold brick wall
squeezing your juice box,
as if you'd known it all -

long before I have passed you
to those small hands
of a stranger.
Mar 2013 · 361
The Ceremony of Innocence
Me Mar 2013
Why are you shivering?
I just remembered-
something from your past?
No, yes - i dont know-
nothing that lasts
in any way.
How come your breath seems so repressed?
It does not-
-and your eyes narrowed?
And how come you keep asking me
all these things-
pierce my heart-
with that sharpened arrow?
I did not mean to-*
of course you did not-
that's like you
and you're whole lot
revisiting forbidden sites!

        Thus speaks one side of the two-colored face
                as the other speaks against it;
                          while the falcon keeps on turning,
                  unorientated, round and round

                                                                                      in the pale sunlight.
Mar 2013 · 414
Awakening
Me Mar 2013
have you ever seen
a true face
in grace and honesty so similar to those
you saw in dreams at night

and has it dawned to you already
that this face is more faithful
than any of your words could be

despair not
and keep looking into those eyes
and fear not:

the wordless truth
of silent singleheartedness.
Mar 2013 · 474
High Water
Me Mar 2013
I couldn't sleep
sleepwalkers talk held me upright
the night I walked away

His ears are blind
his eyes are numb
the depth of thought erases time
and lime stone drips inside his mind

the mill-stone grinds
but slowly-
and cautiously bright daylight shines
through the curtains of this mind
that was so long definded by *silt

and slowly moving elements
and tide-

the flood has come at last:

and vastly confluencing waters
share speed and wit
with this one mind that walked behind me
all this time

and finally
*awakens
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