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maybella snow Dec 2013
I wish to smell your skin
at 1am when you're asleep
and don't feel the tickle
of my hair on your neck
let me loose what I have
left in you
maybella snow Jun 2013
i'm a happy person
i'm satisfied with my life
where it is
how its moving along

so what if i cry on occasion?

there's no need for you to jump
get upset and assume
think that i've fallen over the edge
the edge of sanity

why are you pushing me?
pushing me to get help
for something i don't need help for
there's nothing wrong with me

i'm an average teenager
with average problems

stop pushing me
maybella snow Jun 2013
i want to see all your scars                  
only because                                                
it will show me                                
that you're stronger                                      
than what you hurt yourself with                        
you're stronger than any blade        
fire, rope                                                      
and you'll be okay                    
when we cant talk              
because                                                              
you're strong            
and your scars show it                  

i want to see your scars    
*please
maybella snow Jul 2013
10 words
technically about two people but yeah
maybella snow Jul 2013
sometimes i think the only reason
       that i'm able to sleep at all
  is because i know
           that right then

                  you're wishing
                           you
                     were here
                       with me
maybella snow Sep 2013
i don't think
you quite understand
how much
                            i need you
to get better
for me
to get better
            because i cant
live with another
         death on my mind
and he told me
                        to look after you
                        to help you
make it out
alive
                  so i am;
            i'm living for you
understand this
please, i'm just scared
to tell you outright
but it's true
                                     besides my best friend, with obvious reasons
     you're why
                           i'm fighting death
     you're why
                           i'm trying
     you're why
                           i'm waking in the morning
i know
this could be a pressure to you
maybe thats why i haven't said anything
but please, read between the lines
realize i'm helping you
to help me
                                           to get us both out
              of this self inflicted dungeon alive
    don't make my struggles worth nothing
help me
                  this team of two
     might just make it then
                                                   but i need you to pitch in okay?
maybella snow Aug 2013
you died
i tried to
         i wish i did
dying is easier
than this pain
          of living
maybella snow Jul 2013
the other night              
i woke up                            
and realised that
the pillow that belongs                    
on your side of my bed                          
was gone

early morning tears    
isn't the best way to
start a day                        

but i couldn't help it                

your pillow                    
wasn't there                          
for you        
it wasn't there                                
for the time when                                   you
lay down next to me            

it was gone      
and i cried
maybella snow Aug 2013
don't get offended when mine
aren't about you
maybella snow Jul 2013
i don't want to ask for much
       but there are two things
                                   i need, please:
keep me safe, or just feeling safe when
                 the darkness closes in
      and i can't move for fear.
hold me loved, really love me when
          i can't face the light of day
                        and the numbered pressures it brings
   i promise,
i'll keep the darkness away from you
         i'll hold you loved when light presses in
just please
                          keep your promise
maybella snow Jun 2013
how can anyone
predict                    
anything                      
about what type of
mood                            
you're going to be in?

how can anyone
do                  
anything                    
about your
moods?              

no one can      
nothing will change it
maybella snow Aug 2013
stop posting
                pictures/
  videos of
yourself
mostly naked
           or simply
just naked
         how do you
expect anyone
           to respect you?
if you don't
                respect yourself
enough to
keep your
clothes on
in front of
the camera
maybella snow Aug 2013
you doubt his love for me?                                                                
you didn't read the poems
you didn't hear the pain in his voice
you didn't see his tears because he had to go
you didn't know about the amount of times he threatened people
(because they had made me cry)                              you didn't see the change in him
you didn't see how he was to begin, how he improved impressively
you didn't count the times he told me he loved me
you didn't hear the happiness in his laughter
you didn't see the adoring smiles
you didn't see/know/hear
any of this
you doubt my love for him?                                                                
you have no idea
how much i love him
you have no right
to pose this opinion on me
maybella snow Nov 2013
you mentioned loosing yourself in a maze
a maze of skeletons and sadness, this maze
created by you, to defeat yourself in a way
you went mad in this maze,                    
a maze with no exit
you grabbed my hand, dragged me along
because, you discovered me in this maze.
who made this maze i wonder                                                
was it me?                      or you?                                                
well im lost                                                                
and you're gone                  
you became a skeleton
you're in the walls        
driving me insane
and i cant wait to join you              
so long as i drag no one along until then
maybella snow Jul 2013
10 words


telling someone to smile
isn't making them want        
                            to smile
it's simply forcing them                        
to fake one
                                is that what you want?
maybella snow Jul 2013
insanity just looks too good on you
maybella snow Jun 2013
there is no way to describe
            your beauty
i agree that sounds corny, it does
        
                 b u t

how am i to explain to people
                  
                      how your skin feels?

    the texture of your hair?

            the shadows under your jawline?

                              the gentle,
            loving look of your eyes?

in one poem?

there is no way
              no way that people can imagine it perfect
                                                because you're perfect
              
and this poem shows none of your beauty

~ ♡ ~
maybella snow Jul 2013
your attempted suicides
     out number mine
mine being none
                                      yours being too hard
                                to talk about
                           for both of us
maybella snow May 2013
sometimes i
wonder what life
would be like without
you, then i realize
that i would be
nothing without you.
you are my
everything. sometimes
i consider what would
happen to you if
you didn’t have
me. you would
continue to live
strong as ever, living
everyday like the
last, its tragic that
i cant live without
a counter part
you

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