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Jul 2013 · 664
fire and friendship
maybella snow Jul 2013
Holding the great and noble horse’s mane,
following the long and windy track,
going at hi-speed, wishing I had reins,
with the moving fire right at our back,

Seeing the wild animals speeding away,
running with minds set on getting out,
trying to keep the soaring flames at bay,
hearing the crackles and pops all about.

Heart pumping and legs burning but still going,
Huffing and puffing with all my weight,
a great wild bush brumby worth your knowing.
This fantastic horse is my best mate,  

Watching the sun going down through his ears,
wondering how far this fire zone went.
It feels like we have been running for years,
now that most of his power is spent.

Running for the break in amidst the trees.
Almost out of the toxic black cloud.  
Finally there, going week at the knees,
reaching the ground just recently ploughed,

Greeting all the firemen with tired smiles.
Slowly walking away from the heat,
with zero energy after those miles.
This horse, my mate, none could ever beat.

Days after my nerve-racking bush sprint,
devastation had now set in,
for those where the fire left a foot print,
years worth of growth were now in the bin,  

The rider wasn’t asked what happened, of course.
for three weeks that ride was all the talk:
gossip about a fire, a rider, and horse.
It all began that day with a walk.
    
Sometimes I meet him out in the moonlight
and we remember that fateful day.
We were friends at first sight
soon I wish we could go race away.

Friendship is like a never ending game
over bumps and potholes like a tyre.
Wether a dog or horse, none can tame,
friendship can even endure bush fire
yeah ugh, an old poem i have, wrote it a couple of year ago i was like 13, written on a topic (i live in the country okay, don't judge, this isn't something i normally write about) and i won state for it, so i guess its good. meh... gah i really don't like it, it probably wont stay up for long...
maybella snow Jul 2013
sometimes i wonder
     if people think i'm a "loner"
or lost
                when i'm by myself
        the truth is
i don't sit next to you
                                  because i don't want to
          i'm not going to change
                                   myself, to be
who you think i should be
          who you think i should be like
                      i'd rather sit alone
         and wait for people
                 who like me, the way
i am
           for me
     not who you want
who i want
Jul 2013 · 451
disenfranchisement
maybella snow Jul 2013
a fancy way
of saying;
without power
deprived of something
and i just noticed, 10 words
maybella snow Jul 2013
i don't believe in it at all    
how is my soul
going to mystically travel            
into either the sky                                              
or the depths of earth?
only depending on how i do    
in life                                
well i'm not bad at it
but i'm definitely not good
i want to die                            
sometimes            
and i don't think                                          
there's anywhere worse                                          
or anywhere better                                          
than earth                                          
i'm just seeing the
worst side of it            
now

i also don't believe in heaven or hell
because              
and you know what?
hell; its in the ground                                                                  
where do we get buried?                                                            
hell; its a burning pit                                                                    
why do people get cremated?                                                    

burnt and buried in the ground                                                

i don't believe in heaven
or hell                                    
i believe
earth          
can be both of them
Jul 2013 · 202
why're you going to hell?
maybella snow Jul 2013
you're telling people        
you're going to hell
why?                                                
what did you do to think
that you're going to go to hell?
what happened?
Jul 2013 · 316
parents are asking
maybella snow Jul 2013
my mum's asking
     if she can see my poems
i don't want to show her
                       she'd know all my secrets
   she'll know i'm not sleeping well
she'll know about him
           she'll know how i'm hurting
she'll know everything

       and i'm not ready for her
to know
                    i'm not ready for them to know anything
maybella snow Jul 2013
10 words
*calming effects, i'm replacing your steady breathing, with rain tonight
Jul 2013 · 466
fire - love
maybella snow Jul 2013
/fire/*
- one that keeps you going
- one that warms you in winter
- inner fire (heart, soul)
- candle (lighting the way)
- we're burning (lust)

- burn down forests
- killed (my heart)
- put out my fire
- utter destruction
- nothing but cinders
- smoke (inhalation, can't breathe)


fire - metaphorical for love
Jul 2013 · 990
flawless skin... really?
maybella snow Jul 2013
studying my face today
      you said
  "i wish i had your flawless skin"
               my skin is far from flawless
you can't see the scars
        lacing my limbs and chest
so maybe i don't have pimples
                 but my skin is not
    flawless
Jul 2013 · 610
insanity shadows light
maybella snow Jul 2013
you scare me                                   
when you say you're heartless                 
especially since you also said                                   
that you gave your heart to me             
and that you are now, an empty shell        
are you telling me now                        
that you always were an empty shell?

i'm scared
because i gave my heart
to you                

so, am i the heartless one?        
since you have my heart                        
and you never had a heart to give          

am i truly empty now?
Jul 2013 · 918
- perfect men
maybella snow Jul 2013
my mother once tried to tell me
that i'm worthy of the perfect man
when i'm all grown up
all i had to do, was wish for him
she described him to me
            - tall
            - handsome
            - blonde hair
            - blue eyes
                                                            ­ but then again,
                                            that was her perfect man
not mine
mine is:
            - tall
            - handsome
            - dark shaggy hair that changes hues with the lighting
            - brown eyes
                                                            ­ wait.
                                  i just described you
            - perfect
Jul 2013 · 217
i'm not exactly empty
maybella snow Jul 2013
i just don't have    
anything right now                
that i want to write about
well i do, i just can't put it to words
and i don't think i want to
maybella snow Jul 2013
i can't help but fall
                     for you again
every time i see you
   you make me clumsy
                   and i fall
  *e v e r y   t i m e
maybella snow Jul 2013
10 words
a girl cries because she just can't handle it anymore

i'm just a young girl
and i'm hiding away
under the covers
curled into a ball
it's warm, and simple
and no one
can see my tears
or hear my sobs
maybella snow Jul 2013
i remember the butterflies you gave me                                          
well, you were the reason they fluttered                                          
deep in my stomach, then migrated                        
to the depths of my heart                        
butterflies are small                                                            ­                    
flighty creatures                                                        ­                            
but they're                                                          ­                              
delicate and fragile                                                                  ­               
easily crushed
in the palm of your hand
how long                                                             ­   
will the butterflies                                                      ­          
inhabiting my heart                                                            ­    
live?                                                       ­       
before their thin,
delicately patterned
wings are crushed
into flightlessness
five poems in the one poem, if that makes sense
Jul 2013 · 3.3k
racecar is racecar backwards
maybella snow Jul 2013
i really don't know      
what's going on
in my head            

but                
racecar
is                
racecar
backwards            
~
Jul 2013 · 282
blank page//map?
maybella snow Jul 2013
i'm blank


i don't know
      what i'm thinking
if i'm thinking at all
             but i think (if i'm thinking)
  i missed something
along the way
     received wrong directions
to you, or
            you're moving further away
from me
                       and i'm so confused
Jul 2013 · 494
"love, sleep"
maybella snow Jul 2013
you tell me
        my body is listening
        but my mind is a
stubborn child without what it wants
        and it's putting up a fair fight
maybella snow Jul 2013
the distance between us
is more literal                  
the closest way to physically measure
how far apart we are
would be to cut through the ground            
but  
even though we're so far apart            
that we don't share the same stars

our hearts are together
cuddling under the watchful eye
of our minds                  
which is being distracted by the force
of our souls

love, we're never really
fully apart                                              
we're together in more ways
than one
Jul 2013 · 258
i don't need i don't want
maybella snow Jul 2013
i don't need sleep
        i need you
i don't need food
       i need love
i don't want sleep
        i need you
i don't want food
        i need love

i need your love
i need you love
02:32
Jul 2013 · 212
"you don't know love"
maybella snow Jul 2013
maybe i don't
         but i know pain
    and it's not here when you are
love, no one really knows
      if it's ever real
i'll take what i've got
                         on the wing
      if it's not love
  well i love what we have
maybella snow Jul 2013
if your arms were a destination
             i'd fly to it
if your lips were the sky
        i'd bask in it
if your hair was sea ****
                i'd get lost in it
if your eyes were the trees
     i'd live in them
if your heart was an ocean
           i'd die in it
Jul 2013 · 359
is life fake?
maybella snow Jul 2013
it's hard to know            
what's real                      
in a world so fake
it thinks it's real
fake seems to be the new "real"
if this makes sense to anyone I'd be surprised, it doesn't really make sense to me
Jul 2013 · 320
something random about me
maybella snow Jul 2013
my eyes turn from a greeny brown
         to bright emerald
when i'm sad or angry
                                          you laughed
true my eyes change colour...
Jul 2013 · 257
your coffee making
maybella snow Jul 2013
i love coffee
i also love the way
you make your coffee
it's not the way i drink it
but it still makes me laugh
        step one: make coffee
        step two: put in a little sugar
        step three: realize you need more sugar and dump more in
oh i love you
this really isn't a poem, a memory. a happy memory C:
maybella snow Jul 2013
10 words
it's 11:49 and i've still got nothing
gah this isn't good
maybella snow Jul 2013
i want to upload
your sweet poems on here
the ones you gave me
because people only see
what you put up on your page
and yes thats you
but it's not the you i see
it's the harsh side of you
i would put your poems on            
the nicer, loving ones                      
but half of me                                    
is selfish and doesn't want anyone
to see this side                                  
to see my side of you                      

...it's mine..
and i'll protect you
like a dragon with its treasure
Jul 2013 · 466
improvements
maybella snow Jul 2013
i have so many poems
       and i bet the people
                  whom follow me now
               i bet they haven't seen the first poem i uploaded
                                                   or the second
i understand that my "skills"
      have improved
                     from the first dodgy poems i wrote
  but i'd like to know
             if they were no good
             or if it's just that no one looked at them
i'm not telling people to look through my dodgy older poems, i'm just saying that, i bet no one thought to look at them that far back. i know i don't always look at a persons poems all the way back to when they joined. but on occasion i do. its just that, how many poems are there that are "old", written a while ago, that'll never be looked at? it saddens me a little
maybella snow Jul 2013
it's starting to get late
                                and the essay
        i have to hand in tomorrow
isn't getting done
i have too many words
                              irrelevant to the topic
                              to get out first
before i'll have a clear enough head
                                  to write about it
                                                                          instead
                                                          my head fills up
                                                 with irrelevant words
                                        needing to out spill before
new words,
on topic,
come to replace them
Jul 2013 · 467
i'm your cure
maybella snow Jul 2013
i somehow,                          
without knowing                          
became your
momentary cure
for your insanity
and madness

because i never see it                      
you're never mad, crazy,                
insane                                                
when i'm with you
and i don't think
you're just hiding it
i think it disappears
when you're with me

i've heard your laugh                      
i see your smiles                              
i invoke both of these                      
without knowing                              
but i think
i'm your cure love
maybella snow Jul 2013
i love how sweet you are to me
   i hate that the rest of the world doesn't see
                     the kind,
                           caring,
                           forgiving,
                           loving,
                           amazing person you are
you disguise yourself
         hide it behind insanity,
                                   hate,
                                   loathing,
but i love that the only thing
            you don't hide
        is how much you love me
maybella snow Jul 2013
"words can't describe what i see
beauty and more, in one being
                                             are you an angel?
i guess it's just as well
you're absolutely gorgeous to me,
i'm sure it's not only me, who sees,
the beauty you hold in your entire body,
but it is most certainly seen by me"
~MountL~

                          the first poem you wrote me
                   i didn't ask for it
                           and it was given before confessions
                                          of love and adoration
no this isn't my poem, it was given to me, by the boy who stole my heart...
this poem isn't on his page, he hasn't put many poems on, i convinced him to join C:
MountL, the boy who stole my heart
Jul 2013 · 303
i'm stuck in five words
maybella snow Jul 2013
my heartache is killing me 5 words
all i want and need 5 words
is you, my heart aches 5 words

if i said five words 5 words
for times when i hurt 5 words
i'd be going on forever *5 words
Jul 2013 · 401
be mine, because i'm yours
maybella snow Jul 2013
5 words


i'm falling apart here
will you catch me?
will you see this
pathetic excuse
for a 5 word poem?
Jul 2013 · 220
our death
maybella snow Jul 2013
you want to die sometimes                                                  i want to die sometimes
you live for me                                                               ­        i live for you
you'd die for me                                                               ­      i'd die for you
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/\
/     \
/          \
/               \
/----------------\

i hope nothing pushes these scales
either way
because it'll end
in our death
maybella snow Jul 2013
10 words


               i just cant hold it
               anymore
               i'm shedding
tears                                          
or                                          
blood                                          
today
so i'm crying
i hope that                
no blood falls today
maybella snow Jul 2013
i read at the end of books
      acknowledgments
                           and in most of them
there's a thankyou
         directed at their "loving" "supportive" family
how they made their love for writing
    and helped them every way possible
                                                        ­                 i have a cat
                                                                ­         but he doesn't help
                                                            ­             support? i guess so
                but no, my parents and family
    they ridicule me for my writing
   it'll never be worth my effort and time

                            i'm scared that one day
        what their trying to say
             will finally get through to me
                                      i'll realize that my writing isn't worth anything
                                                        ­               it's not worth effort
i don't want that day to come
and no you're not going to be
in my acknowledgments,
my cat might
you wont
Jul 2013 · 223
i'm done here
maybella snow Jul 2013
i                      
just                                    
don't    
want                                                  
to    
try                            
anymore        
for                                                  
anyone                                                                

i've got my poetry
and if you don't care about that
i don't care about you
i'm over trying to be who you want
i'm over it
i'm not smart
i'm not sporty
accept it
I'M NOT YOU

and i don't care                                                                      
i'm not trying for you                                                          
i'm living for me                                                                    
thankyou.
Jul 2013 · 198
zero to can't say
maybella snow Jul 2013
your attempted suicides
     out number mine
mine being none
                                      yours being too hard
                                to talk about
                           for both of us
maybella snow Jul 2013
when you reach the top of a ******
                     and there's nothing but the fall
but you're too high up to see the bottom
        you're falling before you know it
                            you just have to accept
this fall
    will be your last

                             there's no coming back from it
              enjoy falling
                      imagine you're flying
                                       its better that way
         - from experience -
maybella snow Jul 2013
10 words
i realized my poems don't have complex wording, and i don't usually write like that, i like using simple everyday words, that no one really looks twice at, because they might not sound intense enough for poetry, i try and fill my poems with emotion, not big words
Jul 2013 · 184
will you be forever?
maybella snow Jul 2013
you asked me
        to love you
forever
                                 i will
but i need you
          to be here
forever
                                   will you?
maybella snow Jul 2013
i have to keep reminding myself        
that no, i haven't lost a friend
just lost contact with them                          
for a while
Jul 2013 · 199
i'd really like that
maybella snow Jul 2013
i'd really like to make a book
          filled to the brim
    with my poetry
i'd really like it if my poems
  connected with people
                   made them feel less alone
i'd really like to meet my readers
                       to know they're real people
              and let them know i'm real
i'd really like to write
        and make it my career
Jul 2013 · 254
i want your pain
maybella snow Jul 2013
the cuts on you          
    have no rhythm or rhyme
no certain flow
-like this poem-                          
but i want
to copy them      
onto my skin in the exact places
as you

i want to know          
the pain you went through
...hey the last part rhymes a little ooops
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