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maybella snow Oct 2013
i threw myself at my wall
over and over
kicks punches
hit it with my knees
elbows, shoulder, head
i wasnt trying to break through
not possible with
double brick walls
i guess it just
symbolized how
helpless i feel
when you say you dont eat
or sleep and can hardly move
i hid behind bruises and cuts
it hurts to move
i'm tired
but i'm still alive
and am willing to help
don't **** yourself
it'll **** me
so tired
maybella snow Oct 2013
i'm in the mood
to throw around my heart
anyone want it?
hot potato, pass it on
its okay if you just want
to mess around
i'm not right for an
actual relationship
but **** me over
as others have done
and leave me lost
its okay
i asked
for it
maybella snow Oct 2013
my poetry is thoughts
about what i'm feeling
and yes,
everything i write
is about my life
i don't understand
how to not write
about what i'm feeling
because that is
why i write
to get out thoughts,
feelings, events, etc
maybella snow Oct 2013
sustaining myself
just           enough
to  last  two  years
until  i  move  out
and   escape   this
place   of  insanity
maybella snow Oct 2013
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*alone
maybella snow Oct 2013
i sleep
i get perfectly enough sleep
i'm not lacking
but i'm tired
i have no energy
i just want to sleep
for a little while longer
until my bones
no longer conform
and i cant
wake anymore
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