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maybella snow Oct 2013
empty my insides
into a jar                              
and study                              
what's wrong with me

drill into my skull
to thoughts                                
and find                                
their dark hiding places

rid me of badness      
cleanse me of      
darkness      

****    
me
maybella snow Oct 2013
i realize i was sad
depressive
"gone"
a little help would
have been
nice
or at least
understanding

even nicer?
to feel as if i                                   wasn't alone
to say the least
maybella snow Oct 2013
if I was a fish
would you catch me;
reel me in
then realise
you had a
fish that had been
partly nibbled
and return me
to the sea
to die?
maybella snow Oct 2013
i'm tired, not simply
physically tired
mentally,
wholeheartedly
i'm exhausted
and sadly enough
i'm just waiting
for someone
to rock me
to sleep
maybella snow Oct 2013
feather-like
soft movements
brushing your
fingers
across scared
skin, will you
kiss them
in acceptance?
love me
with broken
flaws?
dunno
maybella snow Oct 2013
lay beside me in the illumination
                            of our alarm clock
set to go off in 4 hours
       no sleep was obtained
                but we feel rested
       lay your hand on my stomach
       and breathe in our scent
i want to feel
                                your soft breath
                                  on my neck
                                      as you sigh
         when realization
                kicks in that we
      cant stay this way forever;
                  my head on your chest
thoughts reduced to
         the slow thud of your heart
                                                 we're alive
                                           perfectly alive
                                                            and together
                                           perfectly    living
ignore this
maybella snow Oct 2013
i'm positively sure
that  i'm simply
mapping out
no mans
land
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