i've no effort
i just want to sleep
but the world
or everything
and everything
disagrees,
protests
and it seems
only tears
or just crying
tires me out
exhausts me
just enough
for me to fall
into a subconscious
sleep or
maybe sleep
- might be
sleep -
but it's just
not e n o u g h
to sustain me
and it has
resulted in
self formed
sadness
that unfortunately
results in blood
all t o o much
i'm too sad
i cry myself
to half — maybe
— sleep