maybella snow

maybella snow Aug 2013

that you died as a final get away
do i matter that much to you?

maybe you wanted to die
for other reasons
but where am i on your importance list?
am i on it?

you're the first person who loved me
not family or friend
is it that hard to love me?
i love you with everything
but you knew that

maybella snow Aug 2013

this isn't how it was meant to end

i'm falling like the snow
        you promised we'd play in
my tears fall like the rain
        you promised we'd kiss in
i'm shaking like autumn leaves
        you promised we'd dance in
i'm dying like the roses
        you promised to give me

   you broke your promise to live
           can't i break mine?

maybella snow Aug 2013

your death did **** me

shut down i'm dead
but i'm also here
to pick up the broken pieces
of the heart you shattered
selfish
you loved me enough
to break my heart

maybella snow Aug 2013

"a pill for every ill"

true,
this one just requires
an overdose
of whatever pills

maybella snow Aug 2013

i feel like a blind person

where's my noah bear?
what's going on?
who are you?
why did my noah go?
where did he go?
where's my love?
you're not him
go away imposter
liar where is he?

maybella snow Aug 2013

talk about yourself?

broken empty alive
wanting to die

maybella snow Aug 2013

are you dead?

how the **** could you do this to me
you can't do this
i love you
and you're dead
**** idk what to do